Update and angst
18 years ago
General
Just what the title says. I updated my page with a slew of crappy picutres that may cause some heads to go boom (if I'm lucky...) and definently make me feel even more crappy than I already am. Althought I'm sure you've al already noticed all of the crap that I've now spammed your submission boxes with. Sorry. And yet, I'm not. Go figure.
I'm not entirely sure why, but I'm in one of my foulest moods ever right now. I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. I'm not emo or anything, my wrists are still clean and I still believe that living is a good thing and all that, I'm just in a terrible mood. Example, I felt like I needed most of my patience to keep from striking at one of my best friends today just because he didn't shut up when I told him to. I hate getting this way. It's not fun. I really wish I could just snap myself out of it and go back to being my moderately tolerable self instead of this thing that not even I wants to be around. But I can't. I guess I'll just get over it when I get over it, like always. How vexing. Oh well. As long as I can maintain enough self-control to keep from doing something stupid, I'm okay, right?
-Reed
I'm not entirely sure why, but I'm in one of my foulest moods ever right now. I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. I'm not emo or anything, my wrists are still clean and I still believe that living is a good thing and all that, I'm just in a terrible mood. Example, I felt like I needed most of my patience to keep from striking at one of my best friends today just because he didn't shut up when I told him to. I hate getting this way. It's not fun. I really wish I could just snap myself out of it and go back to being my moderately tolerable self instead of this thing that not even I wants to be around. But I can't. I guess I'll just get over it when I get over it, like always. How vexing. Oh well. As long as I can maintain enough self-control to keep from doing something stupid, I'm okay, right?
-Reed
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How've you been? We haven't spoken in awhile.