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Looking Forward to the future
2 years ago
It's been a crazy journey this last year.
And boy do I mean CRAZY! So many things have changed, happened. Hell, I can't even keep up with half of it!
After having our Daughter at the end of December, things definitely got stressful and hectic.
Constant running around while she was in the nicu, financial issues. Then came the comfort of her being home finally.
But not rest for financial stress this year, no sir. When I got back to work I felt like I was being worked like cattle.
Breaking my back, getting almost no rest and then coming home to be a fulltime mom.
Damn, my brain became literal mush. I was so defeated to the point it affected everything I did in my life.
PPD started to creep up on me slowly and I broke. Mentally this year I broke 100%.
When that happened I'm not gonna lie my brain went fuck everybody.
Because I was so mentally worn out, I couldn't deal with anything in life anymore and coming home and seeing my daughter is the one thing that kept me going and sane.
Last month I finally made the decision to leave my work and find something better for myself.
and I am proud to say, that I have.
I have felt joy that I haven't been able to feel in a long time. I'm able to relax and spend time with my daughter and not stress about work or other things on the side.
Im able to finally enjoy myself and my family and friends.
and wow can I just say, this has been the best time of my life ever. I am so thankful for the path that I've gotten myself on now. I'm just so so thankful.
I've gotten to do some art as well, not much, but I have done some and it's been much more enjoyable <3
Soon I will share some crochet projects I've worked on, that's been a big hobby for me the last few months as it was such a stress reliever to not have to think while doing something. it was perfect for my brain to zone out during that stressful time!
But now, time for some fun!! I'm enjoying my life finally <33
ZombieHitGirl
~zombiehitgirl
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backlash91
~backlash91
Well ya got my support forever floof!!!
MUSHR00MS
~mushr00ms
I'm sososososososooooooo happy for you, I've been following you for years! (deviantart was where I first seen your work!) and I cherish every drawing I've got from you so much <33 I'm so happy to see you finally thriving and living a good life <3333 I'm always so excited to see your posts (art or journals!) and I'm so very proud of you and how strong you are!! I wish you nothing but the best <3 You deserve everything and more (❁´◡`❁)
