What's the meaning of the universe

In all seriousness, what got you interested into the macabre side of writing/art and what aspects do you find most appealing about it?

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As for why I got into writing snuff/gore/etc it's a bit... egotistical? I've been a fan of snuff for... well, a long time, about 20 years, almost since I first got online. And I really love stories, both writing and reading them. I was also REALLY into RP for a long time. Even modded a few channels over on F-List for a bit before... not. But as I developed more as a writer and creator, I came to a few realizations. First, I'm getting older, and the average age of the person RPing... isn't. Bit awkward being in your mid-30's and doing sexy time RP with someone who wasn't alive when you first got online. The other is that I would put more and more detail into my stuff, to the point that it even scared off other people from wanting to RP with me. Literally had someone say they couldn't keep up with my quality and just left. So by the end, I was mostly just RPing with myself. I'd also been losing interest in it for a bit, but not creating. So I figured: "Fuck it. I'll just write stories instead."

The egotistical part comes from the fact that I'd of course been trolling around and reading other people's stuff. While there's some really good writers out there... a lot were, to put it bluntly, absolutely shit at writing stories. At least anything more then "and then they fucked and she died." I knew I could do better. Also, a lot of the good writers were starting to leave or post significantly less. So I saw a niche that needed filling, and had the desire to do it at the same time.

As for the why I like it? Harder to answer. I often get lost in existentialism, and can lose myself in odd thoughts of mortality and the like. So I like to explore into what it means to die, to kill someone, and the appreciation of life and death itself. And you can really dive into details a lot more with the written word than just art. I know they say a picture is worth 1000 words, but my stories are often 3-8k, so y'know. ...also, I just think someone fucking a headless body is really damned sexy. So there's that, too. ^_^' Didn't mean for this answer to get so long, but there you go.

Truly suffering from success with RP sessions there, hehe.

But if anything I'm glad you transitioned because if it isn't plain to see, I do think your stuff is indeed very high quality^ ^w^

I can relate to the existentialism bit about death and the appreciation of both sides of life. I personally just find the sort of free control over a body liberating and my own niche of snuff in particular allows for a sort of child-like dollhouse fantasy of sexual pleasure that I personally enjoy.

Just to be fair and offer just a little my own madness. :P

Yeah, it's a deceptively complicated question to answer. On one hand, I just think it's really sexy. I'm a necrophile, of course I do. But on the other side, there is just a macabre and morbid fascination with death itself that much deeper. And yeah, that idea of someone losing control of their body, their life, their... soul if you will, that's also fascinating. The sexy remains without the spark that made it move being used by someone else for their own purpose, there's an appeal in that. From both sides.

Whats your basic process of writing a story? What I mean is do you come up with a bit of a story board first to get the basic bits laid out before doing the story, or do you just get the idea and start writing from that?

Yes for both, actually. I am CONSTANTLY coming up with new ideas (my WIP folder is almost 9mb of JUST text files!) Most of the time, I'll make a basic txt file with some notes for myself. Things like the names and general descriptions of the characters involved, and a very barebones outline of how the story will progress. From there, I just write as things come to mind, usually with at least the end goal in mind.

Though it is also not uncommon that I'll have little more than the characters and the setting in mind and let the people in the story drive it, letting it play out as it would seem natural for those personalities to interact. I'll also often put things in my notes that may never come up in the story itself, like little background tidbits about the people or the setting, just something to keep in my mind as I write to make the events seem more real and less like a pair of paper cutouts interacting.

Stories for raffle winners or commissions involve a lot more notes, usually a collection of the back-and-forth between myself and the commissioner as we set up the plot for what they want. I'm a lot more detailed in those notes since it's for someone else, and I always make sure to get some extra details, but the basic setup is the same for me. Plot basics with an end goal, then flesh it out as the words flow.

I'm late to the party but here goes!
1. Favorite method of snuff? Do you prefer consensual or non-con snuff?
2. Does the first question differ between male and female victims?
3. I hate to ask, but I wasn't sure where to find the most accurate information on your commissions so I figured I'd sneak it in here! Any plans to open up some full sized commish slots soon? I'd love to get one! If subscribestar includes first dibs or early commish slots, lemme know!

Always a fan!
-K22

1: Beheading is definitely my favorite method. Both con and non-con, that depends on the mood I'm in. I guess I tend to lean more to non-con most of the time.

2: Doesn't change for gender of the victim or killer, though I do prefer female victims.

3: My commission info can be found here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9833593
I will be opening them up at SOME point again, but I've been going through some stuff personally and... honestly it felt like taking people's money wouldn't be right for a while. SubStar members at all tiers do get first crack at commissions when I open them, and tiers 3 and 4 are entered into a monthly raffle at the start of every month to win a free story. They also get to see my stories a week early, participate in polls when I put them up, and tier 2 up gets to see a weekly update on Sundays of upcoming stories, behind the scenes looks at my world building, character bios, or even upcoming new series. All of that here: https://subscribestar.adult/xp_author