I joke about it. I poke fun at myself. I go along with the bit.
but I dont talk about the other not so great part of it.
the part where.. you see everyone but no one sees you.
the understanding that you will never feel completely normal.
the constant masking to come off as well put together and chill.
when you get so excited about something it physically hurts.
feeling like you're constantly lagging or a few seconds behind everyone else.

Not to mention how I literally look different from others.
The other day I was with a co-worker of mine who took me to mini-golf, it was really fun besides this one part where the lady at the front desk asked him how old I was.
I'm older than him by two years. It was funny at first but later that night I just looked at myself and realized how i look so physically different from everyone else.

i dont know. I just hope others do take me seriously despite the way that i am.