So after the first round of commissions (and the issue that came up with one of them), work irl had increased tremendously. So I’ve been focusing on that and then relaxing or resting for the next work day. It’s gotten overwhelming that I may seek new employment else where if it doesn’t calm down soon. That or go back to college to further a career.

But yeah, arts gonna be slow, again. More so I have to take time off once more for my own sake. I have started to think about retiring from art things at some point, after being on FA for 8 years now, I may aim for 10 years then retire, or change up something.

I have improved in art, but my consistency of how it looks has varied, where I rush some things and it looks rough. And where I take my time and comes out really well. I just need to find a balance.

I don’t express things very often, but I felt it’s a good time to express some of my current plans and ongoings. It’s just one of those things that happens with time.