[insert clever journal name here]
18 years ago
Wow, been a while since i used this thing...
Ah well.
I recently found out that the most messed up game on the face of the earth goes by the name of Silent Hill 2.
Because of said game [and me being a little baby/scaredy catfox] i havent sleapt right in 3 days...and yet...im compelled to continue playing this abomination...
Even as we speak, i sit here like a scared little girl, ready to piss my pants and patiently waiting for Pyramid Head to bust down my door and slice me to ribbons...
*Hugs his plush kitty for protection*
Anyways....
Im finaly taking a nother crack at a comic.
Im damned and determind to actualy get this one off the ground.
Since the world this will be taking place in was based off of one of my good friend Padfoot's writing, i had to get permission from him to get the 'go ahead'
Thankfully, Pad is a awesome dude and was nice enough to let me use elliments from his story.
Aside from that, a few weeks back i got the most awesome suprise!
A buddy of mine, just out of the blue, with no warning what so ever...dropped a 50 peice set of Prismacolor pencils, smack dab in my lap.
Needless to say i was practicaly humping his leg with joy.
Now here is the lousy part.
I know jack about coloring.
Hell, i can barely shade!
And im sure some of you with shaper artistic eyes can see that all to well.
But enough of the stereo typical 'My art sux and im no good :'(' artists blubber.
What i need is anybody with coloring skills who would be kind enough to help a catfox in need. ^^;
So yeah, anybody with experience using Prisma pencils, you will be a saint in my eyes if you teach me how to use the lil bastards the right way...
Now lets see... ah yes! one last thing to vent, a rather frustrating matter.
All of you guys out there with girlfriends! Hear my plea! I need your wisdom...
For you see, i have a light problem with my girl...
She wants me to do the unthinkable, the unphathomable, the UNIMAGINABLE!!!
She wants me to give up RPing...
She isnt fond of the fury fandom and RP concept in any way, in the slightest...
Guys, have you ever had this problem?
If so: how do i deal with it?!?!
I mean, i love my girl and all, but there is NO way in hell i am giving up somthing as stress releiving and relaxing as RPing.
I dont want there to be a problem between me and her over this, but what am i suposed to do?
Give up an eliment of my life i have strived to make myself apart of for over 7 years?
No. Way. In. Hell...
*sigh*
I just wish i knew what to do....
Anyways, i think thats about all i have to say for now.
Thanks for listening to my mindless babble.
-Spike
Ah well.
I recently found out that the most messed up game on the face of the earth goes by the name of Silent Hill 2.
Because of said game [and me being a little baby/scaredy catfox] i havent sleapt right in 3 days...and yet...im compelled to continue playing this abomination...
Even as we speak, i sit here like a scared little girl, ready to piss my pants and patiently waiting for Pyramid Head to bust down my door and slice me to ribbons...
*Hugs his plush kitty for protection*
Anyways....
Im finaly taking a nother crack at a comic.
Im damned and determind to actualy get this one off the ground.
Since the world this will be taking place in was based off of one of my good friend Padfoot's writing, i had to get permission from him to get the 'go ahead'
Thankfully, Pad is a awesome dude and was nice enough to let me use elliments from his story.
Aside from that, a few weeks back i got the most awesome suprise!
A buddy of mine, just out of the blue, with no warning what so ever...dropped a 50 peice set of Prismacolor pencils, smack dab in my lap.
Needless to say i was practicaly humping his leg with joy.
Now here is the lousy part.
I know jack about coloring.
Hell, i can barely shade!
And im sure some of you with shaper artistic eyes can see that all to well.
But enough of the stereo typical 'My art sux and im no good :'(' artists blubber.
What i need is anybody with coloring skills who would be kind enough to help a catfox in need. ^^;
So yeah, anybody with experience using Prisma pencils, you will be a saint in my eyes if you teach me how to use the lil bastards the right way...
Now lets see... ah yes! one last thing to vent, a rather frustrating matter.
All of you guys out there with girlfriends! Hear my plea! I need your wisdom...
For you see, i have a light problem with my girl...
She wants me to do the unthinkable, the unphathomable, the UNIMAGINABLE!!!
She wants me to give up RPing...
She isnt fond of the fury fandom and RP concept in any way, in the slightest...
Guys, have you ever had this problem?
If so: how do i deal with it?!?!
I mean, i love my girl and all, but there is NO way in hell i am giving up somthing as stress releiving and relaxing as RPing.
I dont want there to be a problem between me and her over this, but what am i suposed to do?
Give up an eliment of my life i have strived to make myself apart of for over 7 years?
No. Way. In. Hell...
*sigh*
I just wish i knew what to do....
Anyways, i think thats about all i have to say for now.
Thanks for listening to my mindless babble.
-Spike
She is a tough cookie, has a bit of jealous type, and i think thats the root of it.
She dosent like me talking with other girls, even if they are just char's.
But deep down i know she loves me, she has proven this fact time and time again... I just wish i knew how to deal with this better.
Ever consider dating guys? *is only joking, calm down kittyfox*
I hope things work out for you, but in my opinion she seems...well, possibly insecure if she's that jealous. You aren't the type to sleep around, at least in my opinion you aren't, you think she could have some faith in you, I'm sure you have faith in her.
Also, thanks for the vote of confidence ;)
Secondly, your right, she is very insecure, and it tends to be a pain... im begining to have my doubts.
I love her to death, but if im having doubts this early in a relationship, there be bad water over the harizon, if ya catch my drift...
I hope things work out...though if you're having a bad feeling about all this, maybe just talk to her before things get -really- close with you and her.