Since the end of 2020 my life has been harder then normal. Since 2020 my dad’s cancer came back, my girlfriend broke up with me, dad passed from cancer on my birthday, one of our dogs passed due to an infection, then earlier this year my own brother attacked and tried to kill me and in the past month alone my cat of 17 years died, i went to the ER twice within a 3 week period and only now am almost over an infection.


I bring this all up because I know I have not been reliable, but I am trying. I’m trying not to loose all hope. Dome days just having the willpower to keep trying to survive uses all th energy I have. So please bear with me those who know me, and everyone else just consider this a rant post.