I'm very sorry to hear that others were unkind to you.

Thanks, i needed time to recover.

I’m sorry to hear that. You are a phenomenal artist

Thank you so much.

Siempre habra gente criticona y con bocotas. Siempre debes mantenerte fuerte, me da gusto volver a verte

Gracias, espero poder esta vez, me siento con algo mas de fuerza.

Usually, those who mock people for their work are usually those who wish they had that talent but never found the courage or the motivation to do it themselves so they waste their time picking on other for something they can never have because they never tried.

Or perhaps they just target the artist because it makes themselves feel powerful. But it's only temporary and before they know it they end up doing it again and again and again to get that "high." Meanwhile the world changes and grows and they're either blind or they just don't care.

I mean, do these jerks even know you? What right have they to put you down, a woman who's beautiful as she is now with a wonderful talent. And this is not just an artist saying this to another artist. This is human to human. Your work is marvelous! And you are a wonderful young lady. And, if it helps, I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic myself XP . The worst thing you can do is to let them have their way with you. Be str9ng and have trust in your friends and family. You'll pull through.

Really thank you for your kind words, you are too kind.

Well, i lost almost all of my friends, they just stop talking and they met new people. And family have too much problems to deal with, so i just don't bother any of them.
I'm quite by my own now.

And well, i have learn not to depend on anyone, even if i don't like it, even if i'm alone..

You don't have to be alone. I fully understand what you're going through and it's not good to keep it all to yourself. My sister has it even worse then I do. It's fine to be independent, there's nothing wrong with that. But putting yourself out there all alone while ke3ing everything to yourself, knowing what my sister and I go through, you're only pushing everyone away thinking that they'd be better off without having to deal with your problems. In truth, that's not fair to them or you. No matter how many problem they might have, if they truly love you, they'd set it all aside to help you out in your hard times. Like you though, it's difficult for may sister and myself. For me sometimes, it's because I can't really tell what's going on in my head since everything seems to blend and fold in on itself. Constantly trying to pinpoint the cause of all our worries and frustrations only to run into a fog. And whenever were asked about it it makes us angry because....we really don't know. Deep down though, we already know the answer. It's because we're trying to tackle everything on our own thinking it's for the good of the family or because you don't want to be seen as weak, when it only leads to a shift between you and the ones you love and that lonliness will leave you truly powerless. Despite what you think, there's always someone you can talk to. The hardest thing for us is admitting that we need help and that we really don't want to be alone. the one thing you have to do, is to have the courage to take that big, scary first step to swallow our pride, put our stubbornness aside, put fear in it's place and ... speak.

I can't do it with my family, they really have problems and if i show weakness i'm worried of my mother thinking i'm not "mature" enough to deal with my things.
I'm used to hear that my problems aren't real problems. So i just decide to stop telling mostly because i felt so ashame.

About friends, it is kinda similar. Noone really wants to hear problems of others because they are still dealing with their own, and i understand them, i can't blame them at all.
I respect their decision of being silence and seeking other people better than me to be with.

Just don't worry too much about this, it is just something noone can fix. It is part of life nowadays

Well, if that's the case, if you ever need to let something out, just know my door is always open

That's good to know, thanks. I just would be happy to have friends to talk again.