i wish i could just enjoy life again. all my friends have been able to take vacations and do things, my 2 closest friends have traveled out of state and even out of the COUNTRY, meanwhile i cant even visit a water park that's 20 minutes away.

i hate feeling left out. say what you want, but it makes me feel bad and it DOES make me wanna cry.

i just wanna be able to travel again. i dont know why thats too much to ask. i cant take staying at home while everyone else has fun and boasts about it.