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I hate Summer Months - Update
2 years ago
While can appreciate a decent vacation or two during summer break. I really Hate this time of the year.
I see a significant increase in my daily struggles with life, with doing the bidding, with trying to keep up and cope with shit situations that really suck the fun out of a relaxing day. Maybe I’m too relaxed, or maybe I value my “Me time”. But this Late Summer has been a kick in my balls!
So… my fucking Hp laptop finally decided to stop functioning. The Battery for it died, and my Laptop doesn’t want to act right without it. So I’m gonna have to get it fixed. It was a pain in the ass to even get a new laptop at all, and now I have to save money to get a new one.
But I seriously have not been able to Rp with my friends, or even just type Up a story due to the fact that Some Data is still on that Damn hard drive! I feel more at home typing on a Computer than on my Cellphone, as my fingers and thumbs are too big. (I had to edit this a few times)
The New Truck that replaced my old, Mold-infested Chevy HHR now needs help with some repairs…(Gotta save money for that one too) as a Tower of problems have arose!
- A Cracked Windshield
- the Check engine light won’t turn off, so there’s a problem there.
- gotta get it smogged
- and I need new tags. But I can’t Get the New Tags at the DMV till the Other Two Problems are Dealt With First!!!
I won’t jinx myself with it, I’m just thankful I can drive something!
The Next kick in my dick was the fact that one of my Uncles is gone…yeah, unfortunate news for a family member to pass, but it’s been emotional hard for a few of my family. I don’t like seeing my mom cry since that was her brother.
Yet all my mind has been focused on is the Potential move away from California, and heading to The Tennessee-Mississippi borders… my folks want to
Leave California (mostly my Mom), and they want to drag me along for the ride too.
I seriously don’t want to go…. I know we just had an extended visit with my Bro there, but I’ve lived in California for so long I never knew what any other state was like…until that visit!
Even so, the lower price tag isn’t enough of a drive for me to want to go and spend the rest of my life there. I would be a stranger there, no friends, no one to relate to. There might be relatives out there, but they don’t know me, nor have I lived/stayed with them before.
Personally, I’m scared. So I’m adamant about staying, finding me a job and a home here where I need to be and not dealing with the move over there next year. I got at least 9 to 10 months to prepare.
I hate Amazon…. But if I have to work over there, then I’ll have to in order to carve out my own path in this life. A means to an end without having to move to the Southern parts of “God knows where and Who-gives-a-shit Ville”.
I can only pray that I do get the freedom that I desire.
I see a significant increase in my daily struggles with life, with doing the bidding, with trying to keep up and cope with shit situations that really suck the fun out of a relaxing day. Maybe I’m too relaxed, or maybe I value my “Me time”. But this Late Summer has been a kick in my balls!
So… my fucking Hp laptop finally decided to stop functioning. The Battery for it died, and my Laptop doesn’t want to act right without it. So I’m gonna have to get it fixed. It was a pain in the ass to even get a new laptop at all, and now I have to save money to get a new one.
But I seriously have not been able to Rp with my friends, or even just type Up a story due to the fact that Some Data is still on that Damn hard drive! I feel more at home typing on a Computer than on my Cellphone, as my fingers and thumbs are too big. (I had to edit this a few times)
The New Truck that replaced my old, Mold-infested Chevy HHR now needs help with some repairs…(Gotta save money for that one too) as a Tower of problems have arose!
- A Cracked Windshield
- the Check engine light won’t turn off, so there’s a problem there.
- gotta get it smogged
- and I need new tags. But I can’t Get the New Tags at the DMV till the Other Two Problems are Dealt With First!!!
I won’t jinx myself with it, I’m just thankful I can drive something!
The Next kick in my dick was the fact that one of my Uncles is gone…yeah, unfortunate news for a family member to pass, but it’s been emotional hard for a few of my family. I don’t like seeing my mom cry since that was her brother.
Yet all my mind has been focused on is the Potential move away from California, and heading to The Tennessee-Mississippi borders… my folks want to
Leave California (mostly my Mom), and they want to drag me along for the ride too.
I seriously don’t want to go…. I know we just had an extended visit with my Bro there, but I’ve lived in California for so long I never knew what any other state was like…until that visit!
Even so, the lower price tag isn’t enough of a drive for me to want to go and spend the rest of my life there. I would be a stranger there, no friends, no one to relate to. There might be relatives out there, but they don’t know me, nor have I lived/stayed with them before.
Personally, I’m scared. So I’m adamant about staying, finding me a job and a home here where I need to be and not dealing with the move over there next year. I got at least 9 to 10 months to prepare.
I hate Amazon…. But if I have to work over there, then I’ll have to in order to carve out my own path in this life. A means to an end without having to move to the Southern parts of “God knows where and Who-gives-a-shit Ville”.
I can only pray that I do get the freedom that I desire.
It’s slow going for the next three checks.