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just my directon about the future or smol talk
2 years ago
I'm not sure where to start,but i will start talking. I think I've been biased toward what others want rather than myself for various reasons and realistic reasons. Even if it's not just paintings, I've lived like that a lot. I should have been the only one who encouraged myself when I had difficulties in my life, but I also had to push myself into this and that situation. But I've learned a lot about meeting a lot of people, talking and thinking about it, learning to get help gradually, asking for help, and not having to do everything by myself. I've learned more valuable lessons than I've learned in my life, or I've learned more valuable lessons than I've ever learned. There was no big change from the beginning, but I started to fix it on my own step by step by step. In conclusion, the reason why it happened was because of my own happiness. And the act of helping others that I like so much, I know now that I have to be happy.
What started out as a little story is already becoming a long story, but now to get to the point, I'm going to quickly draw more paintings that I want. I like pictures with lewds, but I like characters with a sense of vitality. Because the biggest reason why I like painting is that it makes me feel alive. And the thoughts and emotions of people and characters play a big role in that. I'm more curious about how people live. I want to draw more on what I think. And I want to create and paint it in any way, in any image.
That was the driving force that allowed me to live without losing hope from the hardships and adversity that have existed countless times since I was young.
Until now, I thought I should live with more responsibility, and I didn't put any weight on my desires and hopes. But... If you postpone saying that you will do it someday, you may not be able to do it forever, and you may miss that time. No, it's actually been more than two years since I started thinking about it. But I didn't have the courage to speak out, and I didn't have the confidence. And... I didn't know how to get help or ask for help.
After all, the biggest problem will be financial. I still can't predict how my money income will change as I draw more sfws. As people say, income may fall. But I still want to hope. If this furry fandom, which allowed me to meet countless precious relationships, is a community created by so many people, I believe that you will respond positively enough to my changes.
Of course, that's not going to completely eliminate the lewds in the future. I just need a balance. that's the point.
It's a late realization, and it's time to turn around, but I want to start before it's too late.
I think it took me about 10 years to be brave.
So for the last, i will get only sfw commissions until i became want to draw lewds again.
Drawing will be a lot of sfws too
I lost a lot of my physical and mental health, and in a way, though I lived under your blessings, but it was a lot of time of injury from work. But I still love this place so much. I love everyone here, too.
And thank you always.
Quite a long story, have a good day and always be happy.
sincerely, sylviajo
What started out as a little story is already becoming a long story, but now to get to the point, I'm going to quickly draw more paintings that I want. I like pictures with lewds, but I like characters with a sense of vitality. Because the biggest reason why I like painting is that it makes me feel alive. And the thoughts and emotions of people and characters play a big role in that. I'm more curious about how people live. I want to draw more on what I think. And I want to create and paint it in any way, in any image.
That was the driving force that allowed me to live without losing hope from the hardships and adversity that have existed countless times since I was young.
Until now, I thought I should live with more responsibility, and I didn't put any weight on my desires and hopes. But... If you postpone saying that you will do it someday, you may not be able to do it forever, and you may miss that time. No, it's actually been more than two years since I started thinking about it. But I didn't have the courage to speak out, and I didn't have the confidence. And... I didn't know how to get help or ask for help.
After all, the biggest problem will be financial. I still can't predict how my money income will change as I draw more sfws. As people say, income may fall. But I still want to hope. If this furry fandom, which allowed me to meet countless precious relationships, is a community created by so many people, I believe that you will respond positively enough to my changes.
Of course, that's not going to completely eliminate the lewds in the future. I just need a balance. that's the point.
It's a late realization, and it's time to turn around, but I want to start before it's too late.
I think it took me about 10 years to be brave.
So for the last, i will get only sfw commissions until i became want to draw lewds again.
Drawing will be a lot of sfws too
I lost a lot of my physical and mental health, and in a way, though I lived under your blessings, but it was a lot of time of injury from work. But I still love this place so much. I love everyone here, too.
And thank you always.
Quite a long story, have a good day and always be happy.
sincerely, sylviajo
i think that's right thank you <3
I think you'll be all good in the shift as long as you don't just abruptly get rid of your old stuff and go cold turkey impulsive on us which you said you're not doing anyway, so you should be okay!
I'm trying my best with it, but the transition's a bit rocky cause i really do not know how to do things I want, but I'm slowly learning
at one point when Daena and Matilda argued, Daena said "My happiness comes from making others happy.. Is that so wrong?" to which Matilda replied, "But if we both thought like that, neither of us would ever be happy."
It was quite a love story, sense Legend of Mana is about love and the many shapes it takes. But that scene did make me realize that sometimes you do need to focus on what's truly important to you.
Personally I Shoot for contentment rather than happiness, but I do respect those who try to aim for happiness. I use to aim for it myself until i realized how fleeting happiness is.
But I can't wait to see what wholesome works you have in mind! having a balance is important.
but yeah :3 thank you so much ^w^!
is that the reason why they are gone all a sudden
the reason nsfw drawing were gone is i got a police problem before and i cannot upload again with political reasons anymore
and also i just want to draw sfw cuz i like it
and i want the balance
so i want to mainly draw sfws and draw lewds additional
not mainly lewds
it wont be dissapear