Today was just horrid. I started the day off with a terrible headache that still hasn't gone away. It's something hereditary between my mother and I to get unbearable migraines, this caused me to fall asleep and become irritable and depressed more than usual today.
I got a 67 on a test i thought i did good on, guess that should teach me to keep my expectations low, i mean it is me, I'm not smart at all.. why would i ever be good at anything? I just feel utterly stupid all the time. The bus ride home did not lift my spirits either. People were being obnoxious and loud, throwing stuff at people. I got hit i the head with those black triangular paper holding things, but this one was like the size of a fist. So i got pissed off and started to spaz at the people in the back who were throwing shit, they started screaming at me "Hey shut the fuck up you Marilyn Manson looking bitch, go home & bleed out faggot" after that i just smashed the thing i got hit with back at the kid who threw it at me & told the bus driver to stop the bus so i could get off with my two friends (Dillon & Zack btw)
Thankfully my mom was being nice today (weird). maybe she kid of sensed my day was kind of messed up, she told me to take some Tylenol and go lay down.
Oh yeah, and apparently doctors are telling me I'm becoming more and more mentally unstable, so i have to take a medication as to stop being depressed..so now I am a fuck up. What the fuck, i dont want to take pills and feel like I'm a lunatic. I'm so upset with the turnout of my events.