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Update on things.....And its alot.....and happy 8-8
2 years ago
So hey. Im not dead. Belive me im here every day still checking my messages.
Anyway yeah. I havent uploaded much for a long time. i will be eventually dont worry. Got alot of people i need to finish comissions for and new people want to comission me so dont worry for that.
Im still in the process of moving. Im moving out from my parents to on my own. And im dreading living on my own there. But my fiancee and i found out a rather easy way for him to stay. And hopefully finnally get married and live together. And hopefully in the future have kids and just run a nice household. The kids thing is still gonna be difficult....
But yeah....the past days i been going trough a metric ton of stress because we didnt knew it at first how to keep him here to stay because hes leaving soon again. And i havent seen the guy in 3 years. i had 3 weeks off but i spend most of the time working at the house and im just mentally and fysically drained and im back to work again since monday
Finnally when i was feeling better yesterday something else hapend...I dont want to go into detail yet. But lets just say i stared death in the eyes again. Im on really strong medication now to keep myself from going into panic attacks. And im gonna ask for more therapy because i already suffer from PTSD. And what hapend yesterday was VERY traumatic. I might tell what hapend when things getting better. But for now i dont want to give too much away on advice from family members.
I wanted to make this journal for a while because im not dead. Hell no. I see all the new watchers and im glad people still love my work. Im not gone. just hiatus because moving. And my Cintiq is currently in the box so yeah. I just need to make the step and be comfortable in my house when its done and finished. wich it will be very soon
Anyway yeah. I havent uploaded much for a long time. i will be eventually dont worry. Got alot of people i need to finish comissions for and new people want to comission me so dont worry for that.
Im still in the process of moving. Im moving out from my parents to on my own. And im dreading living on my own there. But my fiancee and i found out a rather easy way for him to stay. And hopefully finnally get married and live together. And hopefully in the future have kids and just run a nice household. The kids thing is still gonna be difficult....
But yeah....the past days i been going trough a metric ton of stress because we didnt knew it at first how to keep him here to stay because hes leaving soon again. And i havent seen the guy in 3 years. i had 3 weeks off but i spend most of the time working at the house and im just mentally and fysically drained and im back to work again since monday
Finnally when i was feeling better yesterday something else hapend...I dont want to go into detail yet. But lets just say i stared death in the eyes again. Im on really strong medication now to keep myself from going into panic attacks. And im gonna ask for more therapy because i already suffer from PTSD. And what hapend yesterday was VERY traumatic. I might tell what hapend when things getting better. But for now i dont want to give too much away on advice from family members.
I wanted to make this journal for a while because im not dead. Hell no. I see all the new watchers and im glad people still love my work. Im not gone. just hiatus because moving. And my Cintiq is currently in the box so yeah. I just need to make the step and be comfortable in my house when its done and finished. wich it will be very soon
Take care and be safe out there.