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okay beck speak like a normal person for once
2 years ago
heres an actual update that doesnt read as a maymay. pardon the briefness, im still very tired
no i am not joking or exaggerating when i say that several nights ago i made an attempt on my own life. i am not interested in detailing anything that happened that i havent already shared. that said, bc some ppl have expressed concern, i want to make it clear that i am okay. my injuries are minor and i have been receiving outpatient psychiatric care. i am monitored for my own safety; i will not be attempting again
im so overwhelmed w emotion rn that its hard to think or write this, but theres a few things i wanna say. 1st, sorry for bein slow w art business. i will fix any issues from my end when ive hit a baseline of normality again. i will likely not be taking on more paid art work for a while, but i plan to keep creating. it IS my one true love, after all
2nd... oof. ive always tried to believe in the innate goodness of people, but now i know it to be fact. to the several ppl who shared their own vulnerability w me, and the ppl who sympathized w me, and everyone who generously offered their support: bless you. if there is any reason to persist in an unkind world, its you guys. you will never know how much your kindness means to me. if i dont reach out directly rn, its bc i want to be well again before i thank you personally
for now, the future is foggy, but i'm willing to try again. ive lived this long. whats a couple years more? lel now me can draw more dog
cherish each other and dont fall in any ditches. peace
no i am not joking or exaggerating when i say that several nights ago i made an attempt on my own life. i am not interested in detailing anything that happened that i havent already shared. that said, bc some ppl have expressed concern, i want to make it clear that i am okay. my injuries are minor and i have been receiving outpatient psychiatric care. i am monitored for my own safety; i will not be attempting again
im so overwhelmed w emotion rn that its hard to think or write this, but theres a few things i wanna say. 1st, sorry for bein slow w art business. i will fix any issues from my end when ive hit a baseline of normality again. i will likely not be taking on more paid art work for a while, but i plan to keep creating. it IS my one true love, after all
2nd... oof. ive always tried to believe in the innate goodness of people, but now i know it to be fact. to the several ppl who shared their own vulnerability w me, and the ppl who sympathized w me, and everyone who generously offered their support: bless you. if there is any reason to persist in an unkind world, its you guys. you will never know how much your kindness means to me. if i dont reach out directly rn, its bc i want to be well again before i thank you personally
for now, the future is foggy, but i'm willing to try again. ive lived this long. whats a couple years more? lel now me can draw more dog
cherish each other and dont fall in any ditches. peace
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