It’s all my fault I was a bully and I caused drama I really am a fake friend

What happened? I really liked his art

I've been really dealing with way too much things lately.
It has been a horrible experience that I don't want anyone to live.

3 months of lies posted on FA by a free art beggar, it really had an impact on me. Both on my online and my real life.

Being colder, more severe, less open... I can't even count how many times I was close to give up with everything.

In the process, I've lost a lot of friends. Became less open for nice chat and depression has invaded me.
99% of my community in less, it's a shock that you can not forget.

At least, by creating back an account on DeviantArt, and seeing all the people who were following me from my former FA community. I've decided to make the step again and coming back here.

I've had a conversation with the main guy who was the source of my issues, and I've asked them to ghost me and move on.
I do not think they will do it, but as long as they don't beg me for more free art, everything is fine.

This drama has opened my eyes on how people can turn a situation into a ridiculous and unfair endless story only for a "no"