Happy Mondays everyone. I hope you’re all doing well.

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I am happy to announce that thanks to my friend Red liger, the potential pilot for my series pages have now arrived. And I have been gathering my voice actors for this fun project ! Maybe even an audio series !

But I want to discuss you something serious. Over the past few months, I have been a bit uncertain at the moment. Loss of direction, significance I made or who my friends will be when I fall. That and looking for a better Day Job. Making the most income as my art and audios are fun, but only make circus peanuts even though I like to make them.

As at my current day job, I feel like I have to put on a “mask”. And always be happy and overly positive. Mostly because I have fears of making me a “woe as me” or something sad to get people’s attention. Always working and don’t have the time to socialize or finding the love of my life. As a majority just wanted to snuggle me then disappear, or date me and never asking again. Resulting in me feel like I rarely belong anymore. Even last night I wake up swearing like a sailor even if my roommates are checking and inspecting my health.

I just don’t know where to turn to know. And thinking of ending it all at one point and difficult to love .

Even so, I know the fandom has giving me motive to do better, and make me feel better. Even my roommates are helping me to find a better job to be me. And not feeling loneliness.

So next month commissions are gonna be slow. Financially recovering after paying my insurance and rent one. As the pilot, another audio dramas will still go on in production. The show must go on.

Take care now, and thanks for the loves, but I’m leaving the community, not my a long shot

I love you all, and thank for all the love, comments and support no matter how small for my audio and art 💖