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2 years ago
Hello guys, I needed to give an explanation regarding my absence for the last couple months.
I was dealing with a very severe depression that kicked from my last breakup and moving from the house I shared with my ex, for a long time everything seemed so dark and empty, I was struggling a lot to even come out of bed and take care of myself, I lost a lot of weight from not eating nor sleeping all day due to anxiety, my health got so bad from chainsmocking and drinking. I felt so lost and detached from myself and others, that I started contemplating scary alternatives for the first time in my life.
I tried to force myself to work but it was incredibly hard to get my head into the right headspace and I ended up letting it all pile up, even my tattoo work took a toll.
And since I wasn't making money I couldn't pay for therapy, not even the pills I got preescribed for my depression and anxiety (which got up dosed 2 times over the course of that time)
Things started to get better from going back to my mom's house and started feeling safe again to pick myself up, she helped me by getting me the pills I needed and making sure I was eating properly.
Everything it's still very hard for me but it's slowly getting better, and now I feel like I can start functioning again. I wanted to apologice to everyone who's commission from me got neglected, I'll make sure to reply to everyone's messages and update the situation on their pieces, and finish them as fast as I can, I'm not gonna open commissions in a while until I finish the work I already have.
thank you for taking the time to read this and again I deeply apologice to you for my lack of professionalism by letting my personal life get in the way of my work. Hopefully I have better tools now to deal with my mental health from now on.
B-Man
~b-man
all the best
Your Buddy
~kisucomposer
That's so rough, I'm sorry to hear things got so hard for you. I hope they get even better. You got this!
shynisia
~shynisia
Take time for yourself first, hope things will get better for you <3
Bleu_Ace
~bleuace
Please take what time you need to take care of -you- first. It is good to hear that you are doing what you can, and I am sorry that this happened to you.
bluzebra
~bluzebra
Take the time you need, glad things are going smoother, hang in there.
Hawthorn
~hawthorn.
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation, please take all the time you need to heal. Breakups are really painful, and I understand why you'd withdraw. Take your time to rest and catch up, we're here to support you c:
