I want to say something that will legitimately cheer you up. I don't want to say a generic "I hope you feel better soon" because I have said that a million times to a lot of people that it now feels cheap with no emotional impact. I want to legitimately try and cheer you up but I just can't think of anything to say that might help you

Yeah it is kinda of tied to being "popular" on furaffinity, is releasing art and engaging journals. When sad stuff comes along people just kinda go "ew" or something else, then ignore it.

I do wish to also note that you are venting to a world wide web full of people that barely know you as a person beyond "hey, this person draws good smut" if they know you at all to be honest. I didn't read the post and probably deleted it without reading as I rarely read journals tbh. The title of this one intrigued me, hence why I am replying at all about it. I do not wish to sound like like a dick when I say this but you may find better results with close friends than strangers on a website know for its porn with venting. Actually support from them and allat....

Anyway, have a good night/day Valiant.

Edit: I forgot you did 3D model art lmao, when I say artist/draw I mean 3D modeler/modeling.