Hi everyone, I feel a little better but I still can't say I'm fully back, but let's start in order. First of all I want to apologize for the abrupt disappearance from social networks and long answers with promises to finish the work as soon as possible.I went on vacation to my wife in another city (850 miles) And took all the equipment with me. I thought I could combine work and vacation, but life had other plans for me, as I first caught a cold, and in mid-August I got sick. I managed to fulfill only an order for the birthday of one of the customers, for more I did not have enough strength or work came out weak. When it was time to go back I was apathetic because my wife and I are leaving for a year because of my studies and I will have to go back to live with my parents for this period of time. (We have a bad relationship with them, I had to live on my own when I was 16 years old because they constantly manipulated me and did not give me the basic needs of food, clothing, technology and school. So I moved to my wife at 18 and lived almost two years together) This breakup is very traumatic for me so even by the law of meanness in transportation broke a new computer (now he is on the diagnosis and I am waiting for an answer from the master what happened to him). :"c
Now I work on an old laptop with terrible color reproduction in an attempt to get out of the art block (unfortunately as much as I try to push these thoughts away, but they took over and I'm slowly trying to get out of this terrible circle. Since I can not give work with bad composition, color and line. My work is a part of me and I want them to be done well to bring pleasant emotions to the customer ). Now again I have to publish a couple of adoptions from the archive to pay for computer repairs and cat food. I'm really very ashamed of it and I apologize wildly (as I will take my computer from the repair I will take orders already on normal equipment with good color rendition .While I will start to do on this laptop orders for small things Futa, clothes, icons, perhaps sketches). I think it is clear that the plans with grandiose adopts are postponed indefinitely as I need to give not finished work to their customers. Once again I want to apologize to everyone I have put in an uncomfortable position and made me wait a long time, I ask for the last time a little of your understanding and patience. I really want to get rid of the reputation of an artist who delays work .
If you urgently need a certain work that I owe you then write me in private messages here or in discord I think we can agree and I will try to do it as soon as possible and quality in the shortest possible time (my friend has a screen reader and I will paint at his house in this case).