As much as I have bad memories here, I really do enjoy this site. I'm not sure if I am ever actually going to leave but I do want to post more artwork...though I haven't actually drawn in ages. And when I do its mainly in a sketch book. I guess I am being careful of what I do or say. I don't know. My brain is mush. Still trying to sort things out, though all I do is work and think.

Still trying to find myself and work through my own demons. I still miss a lot of the past but every day it gets a bit easier to breathe and not keep putting myself down over things I can't change.

Not sure if moving and restarting will ever really do anything. And as I am a stickler for unable to let things I've had for a long time go, I doubt I will ever leave this page. Until the day Dragoneer hits the nuke button on FA, I don't think I can really pull away.