I'm sorry, Drewzie, that's really unfortunate. I've dealt with similar things, especially being LGBT in the 2000s. So I get the "morally evil person" who "Needs to just not exist."
Unfortunately there's really nothing you can do to make people like that stop. It's just unfortunately how they are. Sad and hateful individuals and only cope by lashing out at others.
What you can do is find a strong support group. Friends, loved ones, therapists. Really anyone you can rely on and who will support your rather than tear you down. People you support and help who then help and support you in turn.
It's corny to say but, "It gets better." It's going to take effort and perseverance. If you can gather a strong support group to help you in your time of need and you help them, it will get better.

Thank you for your words. I'm sorry you were discriminated against. <unu>
And projecting, I think. It just frustrates me, being hated for either not being understood, or being intentionally misrepresented in an attempt to remove me. It's not like I can know which. It also horrifies me to think that someone thinks of me negatively, especially to keep thinking it in private for weeks on end.
No rl friends, and family wouldn't help, but I haven't said about such to my therapist. There are a handful of people I talk to on discord, but it feels like that's crumbling. I've been supportive and friendly to several other people but it usually seems like it isn't likable for me to do that. I often doubt I am likable, and maybe the people who hate me are right, I am annoying and shitty.

First of all don't say you are annoying and shitty. You're not and thinking that is only going to bring you down more. I strongly recommend talking about this with your therapist. They should be able to help or at least help you find someone who can. I know it can be difficult to find IRL friends but I do highly recommend trying. I love my online friends dearly but IRL friends can help so much more. Check out local game stores, clubs, meet ups, work, what have you. It's not easy and it's going to take time but just keep searching.

I'm scared but I've thought about going to a local furmeet. I used to go to group therapy for years but that was cancelled for undisclosed reasons, and the other two there never liked me because I'm not a big nintendo or anime fan. Come to think of it, I've never had a good social experience, I always end up in the corner alone. I feel pretty uncomfortable talking about things I like, I like to either see what others make or show off my own things, but mostly I just hear about fandoms and needing to have "common interests" to be friends with people. I remember looking at a website that had groups and meetings in the area, it was overwhelming to see so many. Thank you again, sorry I don't know where to put it.

No need to apologize, hun. Socializing can be hard, even for the best of us. It takes time and practice. If you do end up going to a furmeet, just tell everyone you are still trying things out and to be patient with you. I'm sure they'll understand. Also it sounds like that group therapy wasn't very good to begin with. You could try finding another group therapy that maybe is run by someone who knows what they're doin'.

I see, I'd read it's supposed to be rather casual. I'm scared to be public as Andrew though, but I don't think I need to. Just hope nobody asks me to draw something haha.
I've thought about another therapist for a while. I'm just attached to this one since she's the only one I've had who didn't bully me or lacked care. I worry about cost..she has told me not to worry, I have no insurance but she says I need the help so it shouldn't cost. I've felt she hasn't really helped me much, but then again, she told me she can't help me unless I take a blood test, to know for sure if it's not something chemical or idk, and I haven't. I tried a year or so ago and when they strapped my arm down I panicked so bad when I felt my..veins.. I had to leave.

Lol they'll only know you are an artist if you tell them.

I am not a medical specialist in any way but I am deeply concerned that she requires a blood test to help you. I think you should maybe seek out another therapist, hun.