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Hey guys, I’m planning to use my attempt to stream on discord. I understand this first-time streaming art was a LONG shot to keep you guys entertained. I am thinking of making it a music video around the “TU-104”.
As to be honest, I actually am thinking of having dark thoughts of dying. If I die, will you guys care if I'm gone? I thought by having a schedule on discord something people will come. Yet, Less then 2 shown up, but I'm thankful for that. Since I'm not forcing people, and they can do whatever they want. I'm just not in the right mood as of late. Not finding a better job, going to move back to my parents house late December early January. Thank the one upstairs that I got a raise at my old day job too keep my rent till December. People shown me many suggestions, Im thankful for that and the creative ideas the fandom as givin me.
Yet as of late, all felt the same, not finding the right person to call my own (even if im ok being single). Not getting income outside of my day job, there some days that I'm a failure. Not making any progress with my life, projects that hit dead ends, and ideas that don't go anywhere. Something before Pred.Au Ep:0, the "Eng. vers. of the TU-104 song" will be a treat for Halloween. Till then, thanks for coming and MAYBE I will stream again on discord. Even to try gaming to see how that turns out. Thanks to Atra with those Emulators. But I will be making that music video for tomorrow to pass the time 3-5 pm hopefully . Happy Halloween, take care.
As to be honest, I actually am thinking of having dark thoughts of dying. If I die, will you guys care if I'm gone? I thought by having a schedule on discord something people will come. Yet, Less then 2 shown up, but I'm thankful for that. Since I'm not forcing people, and they can do whatever they want. I'm just not in the right mood as of late. Not finding a better job, going to move back to my parents house late December early January. Thank the one upstairs that I got a raise at my old day job too keep my rent till December. People shown me many suggestions, Im thankful for that and the creative ideas the fandom as givin me.
Yet as of late, all felt the same, not finding the right person to call my own (even if im ok being single). Not getting income outside of my day job, there some days that I'm a failure. Not making any progress with my life, projects that hit dead ends, and ideas that don't go anywhere. Something before Pred.Au Ep:0, the "Eng. vers. of the TU-104 song" will be a treat for Halloween. Till then, thanks for coming and MAYBE I will stream again on discord. Even to try gaming to see how that turns out. Thanks to Atra with those Emulators. But I will be making that music video for tomorrow to pass the time 3-5 pm hopefully . Happy Halloween, take care.
First off, you are a very valuable person and your life has so much meaning and potential. Don't measure it by how many people show up to a online thing.
Try to do your best in the things you do. Work, hobbies, interpersonal relationships, etc. Just try and make a positive impact on things in your life. It will pay off.
It's okay to feel lost sometimes. Just keep pushing.
I’m glad you have high hopes for me, it’s just it’s been very lonely for me when I try to interact with people, But it’s a start.
I just hope you’re right about that, but I’m thankful I did many positive things to the community. From audio, characters ect.
And once again thanks for giving me that push to make my nowhere plans that are more meaningful plans for somebody, like you ❤️
I’m not MrBeast that I can give people a break and hundreds of dollars fly out of my pants. But maybe a simple things such as my works and talents will help .
And I’m just thankful I get to commission my Art I did for you in the past ❤️
You have passion and care to create and that always count for something buddy, I’d miss you and those creations of yours, I know we haven’t talked much but you’re a very sweet and bright sir <3
You always have place in this world even when you don’t feel like it at times
And I wish we can get in touch more often. Thanks for sharing your kindness to mend my unsure path.
But I love you gave to me, I think I now have a place to move and prosper ❤️