I want to make one thing clear: I love writing. I love creating stories. It's a fun process. However, things have become clear over time. My ADHD makes it difficult to work on a wall of text. 3D stuff just...clicks. When I make things in Blender, I can lose hours in the process. I barely know any of the buttons, but I don't care. Making something in 3D is a similar kind of fun I used to have when I got deep into writing a story. Don't get it wrong, I can still have fun writing. I just need to be in a very specific setup to keep my ADHD distracted so I can write. Whereas with Blender, I can pop in anytime to mess around. I even have animation ideas brewing.

So I think my writing schedule needs to be remade so I can have some time set aside for Blender. I don't know if I'll ever fully transition away from writing. I've been doing it for over a decade of my life. I think next year I'll allow myself to get more experimental with Blender. I'll spend this year trying to finish one more writing project.

Feel free to share your thoughts on this.