So recently, I 've really wanted to start drawing more chubby/fat characters on my main account

But because of my fetishes, I've been feeling a bit self conscious about that lately? Because like, when drawing "normal" chubby/fat characters (especially when giving an existing character a different body type) it almost feels like I'm fetishizing them, which is not my intention. I just think they look soft and nice (and yes, I do find them hot, but more in the same way that I think tall muscular women are hot for example. It doesn't feel the same as the art I post here)

Has anyone else ever had that problem?

Idk, I'm most likely blowing this way out of proportion, but I just wanted to get it off my chest. I will probably delete this later