i added on discord. ill talk to you

we can to talk in telegram?

I love your work. Please don't do this. You need to seek help.

There's more to life than pain.

I understand, but it's hard to ask for help, and I'm ashamed that I'm so weak

It's not weakness to ask for help. Especially if you need it.

Please seek help. You very well need it. Therapy, counselling, support from friends/family can help alot.

I don't have friends and family

There's plenty of people here who are willing to talk to you. They might help.

therapy is expensive

That I can't argue. Not much I can say regarding that.

You are not weak. You are suffering. I know that it is easier said than done, but try not to feel bad for feeling bad. I hope things improve.

We're here for you. You can talk to us here.

Reaching out here and asking for help is already proof that you are strong. Please talk to a professional and take care of yourself! You are worth fighting for.

*Big hug*

Familiar feeling, I hope you'll feel better soon.

Sadly, I don't really know what to tell to help, being very depressed too, I can only hope you will hold on and one day you'll feel it was worth it

wish I had something to say or something I could do. please stick around!

There's no shame in reaching out. I'm on telegram if you feel like it.

You’re not the only suicidal person because I wrote a suicide note 4 years ago due to all the mental and emotional abuse I was going through at the time. I still have the note in my desk.

напиши мне, если тебе нужны контакты хороших психотерапевток. они, конечно, стоят денег. примерно по 3к за сеанс. но психотерапия реально помогает
я сама нахожу себя в таких состояниях время от времени. но мы должны заботиться о себе и помогать себе справляться
трудные времена рано или поздно пройдут и снова все будет хорошо, держись

3к для меня неподъёмная сумма. да и в моей жизни множество факторов, которые болтовня с психотерапевткой не решит. я уже устала слышать про психотерапевтов. болтовня с незнакомым человеком за деньги мне никак не поможет, я пробовала. она лишь делает меня ещё более бедной, так как у меня и так очень мало денег. я такие деньжищи лучше на что-то более важное потрачу. пока что я слишком бомжиха для ебучей психотерапии.

I hope you're alright.. -.-

Hey there Sergeyfoxx!!

First, please let me say that your art is *amazing and wonderful!!* So expressive, elegant and so gorgeous!! And you have such a lovely style, can draw some but have never been able to venture much out of a realistic style, wish I could draw in a more imaginative way such as yourself! And, as artists we're all so super critical of ourselves, no matter how talented we are -- as the saying goes, don't let perfection be the enemy of awesome, which is what you do! I've been dissatisfied with my work and changed it around, only to have people say, 'yeah that's nice, but I liked it the best the first time around' heh -- and remember that ALL of us, we're all more talented and creative than we think we are! =3 <3 Thank you SO much for your amazing art and all your brave efforts, no way we can adequetely thank you for this!! But you're FAR much more than your art --

I can't possibly imagine what it would be like to have Bipolar syndrome or any such things -- all I can say is you're quite possibly much stronger and more brave than I ever will be --

I don't have any sugar-coated platitudes for you, but keep this in mind -- don't get your brain chemistry get the best of you <3 -- through NO FAULT of your own, you didn't ask for these disorders or do anything to have them, and your disorders will LIE to you, and distort reality, keeping you from seeing the good that is actually there -- in yourself and others, and even in the world around, as awful as it can be sometimes -- and for certain you do have friends =3 (in one way I'm in the same boat, I don't come from a big family, and most of them are gone. . .)

Think of all the things in life that have made you happy, your disorders will keep you from seeing them -- push through this and embrace them! =3 Watch a cartoon or funny movie -- eat an ice cream cone -- do silly things!! =3 Be kind and loving to yourself! You're absolutely worth it!!

привет, я редко в журналы отписываю, но тут я не могу пройти мимо. Я не психотерапевт и не психолог, жизненными советами грузить не буду, но могу и готов выслушать, можем добавится в телеге, буду всегда рад поддержать.