Hello;

Some life update; this is important.

I decided to do not full transition to compromise Ric's and future children needs. I won't do full mastectomy but I will make my breasts very small, like A size or less if possible. No HRT but lowering my voice by exercises, larynx massages etc. I still go to Sexuologist on 11.10 to help me ensure with this decision.

Before I will do top surgery I want to try to get pregnant. We will try for a year. If it won't happen, then I cut my breasts off partially after a year and we will be childless. If I get pregnant, I will try to rise fist kid and also get pregnant for second time ASAP; I don't want to have an only child. The smaller the age gap, the better. It means resources times two, but we can manage, we're responsible adults with Ric. After getting 2nd child I yeet my teets.


I got diagnosed with Aenemia. Seriously I'm surprised as hell too. I'm under medical help, I got meds for iron, foil acid and d3 balance. I keep in tact my thyroid and blood sugar issues . I'm on very small Venlectine (antidepressant) med dose, 17 mg a day. I currently feel very good. Soon I will reduce my depression meds to minimum. I fought the demon somehow!

I work on daily basis, 6-8h a day. I know some of you are waiting since Summer but yeah I have nothing more to say that lots is happening in my private/medical life. I try to balance it out. What can I say is I'm genuinely sorry. I'm not an artistic machine I used to be during covid era; I was so depressed those days in the past I can't even, work was only my source of joy. I find happiness now in meeting with friends, playing The Sims 4 or MH Now, exercising, playing kalimba.

I want every illustration I owe to be on same level as others. I work on all regularly. If you wait too long, you can say anytime to me that you cannot work with me on telegram/discord (redizak). You can ask me always other time without obligations. Do not ghost me, ghosting=ban


Current projects that need to be finished ASAP Till End of November; no particular order
finishing
painting
painting
painting
mockup
mockup
Gdakon cover: mockup
Pumpkin YCH BG: painting
Twitter Raffle: painting


Commissions that have to be started soon after previous list is cleared:

AC stuff








Personal stuff for others:



Kindest Regards,
-Izak Marczeski