as the title says i'm not doing good. lately things have gotten to a point i'm on the cusp of having some bad thoughts. my dad as of me writing this isn't helping by obsecing over celebrity deathes videos. idk what or maybe who the fudge he's trying to find but it's triggering my trauma of some very bad deaths im my past. all i will say rn is i'm extremely wanting to move out but would still be missing some important things that i would definitely want to take.
however that's not the only bull chips that's happening. been getting increasingly more pissed and pissed at my current laptop because i can't do a single gosh dang thing without it bluescreening me to death. i've even had some absolutely stupid stop codes on some of them. honestly if it is a hacking a**hole then they need to grow up and get a life instead of making the life of someone completely unimportant to them even more hellish than it already is.
these are just 2 of about 6-7 things that i'm having stack up uncontrollably and raising my stress levels to those of a young person having a heart attack.