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christmas is scary (boo spooky)
2 years ago
i love the holidays, i'm a cumslut for me some americanized paganism, love decorating and baking
but part of me hates it SO much cos i grew up witnessing my grandma being abused to cater towards everyone around the holidays and she fuckin hated it, so i feel i should hate it too if that makes any sense
IDK MAN she's had to deal with so many mentally fucked up manchilds in her life that they've just broken her and no matter how hard i try to help make up for their mistakes, doesn't seem to help
but i WANT to enjoy the fuckin holidays cos i spent a good chunk of my life saying "yeah fuck christmas everyone's a putrid cocknostril snorting dried jizz up their meatus and should hang themselves on a strand of christmas lights"
happy holidays, please try to live for yourselves cos OBVIOUSLY I CANNOT LMAO (skill issue, cope and seethe, mald etc etc whatever gen alpha says these days)
but part of me hates it SO much cos i grew up witnessing my grandma being abused to cater towards everyone around the holidays and she fuckin hated it, so i feel i should hate it too if that makes any sense
IDK MAN she's had to deal with so many mentally fucked up manchilds in her life that they've just broken her and no matter how hard i try to help make up for their mistakes, doesn't seem to help
but i WANT to enjoy the fuckin holidays cos i spent a good chunk of my life saying "yeah fuck christmas everyone's a putrid cocknostril snorting dried jizz up their meatus and should hang themselves on a strand of christmas lights"
happy holidays, please try to live for yourselves cos OBVIOUSLY I CANNOT LMAO (skill issue, cope and seethe, mald etc etc whatever gen alpha says these days)
ThorGunvald
~thorgunvald
I get nothing from the holidays, and I think there's a lot of folks like me. It's a zero sum game for me, where I don't care much either way. Get from it what you can.
Reba_Roadkill_Rabbit
~rebaroadkillrabbit
Mmh, I understand that. Take care pal <3
Otto Stubclaw
~~shadowstubclaw~
Are you... okay?
fizzymacaroni
~fizzymacaroni
I hope you and your grandma can feel some sort of decent, even just marginally this month
DireWolf505
~direwolf505
I hope you can get some joy from it.
fwocvr
~fwocvr
took me about ten years out of the house to start trying to enjoy things that are nice things, it's just people forced me to do them. like fishing, camping, or Christmas decorating
deathknight
~deathknight
What scares me on christmas is customers trying to kick my job siter's doors down when we are closed.
OrinJMaster
~orinjmaster
gotta come up with new traditions to do, i guess.
GreenGaleArts
~yamaskthelopunny
Yeah... I guess this year is bad feels all around. My family and I aren't in the holiday spirit at ALL this year, even though this should be the first year when our abuser won't come over to ruin the holiday with uninvited guests and blowing petty-ass-shit out of proportion. Like, we SHOULD feel holly-jolly and shit like that, but we're all just tired (it doesn't help that we can't really afford Christmas this year).
draconicdreamsart
~draconicdreamsart
Ooooof. Try and have Happy Holidays, okay? I believe in you.
DullVivid
~dullvivid
OP
oh best believe IM GONNA try, thank you
