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Why do I always get so mad at the game awards?
2 years ago
I keep telling myself it doesn't matter what wins. That it's pointless due to rigged results, bribery and all that dodgy shit.
Yet despite that why do I always just keep getting so pissed every time. I can't sleep tonight now due to pointless anger salt and frustration. I feel like how I was back when I was in college and played.... Ugh ... League of legends...
I'm 29 and I don't feel like an adult at all. Just so childish and stupid at not getting what I want in terms of the results.
Does anyone else feel this way with anything (not just tga) or am I just the pathetic loser that I think I am?
Edit; justice for Ben Starr. Won best role at golden joystick a but couldn't win it at the game awards. Game awards are so fucking dumb.
Edit2: in the end, only the best performance role is the one I was slightly disappointed in. And even then, he did win at the golden joysticks and lost to who I believe was only slightly behind him in performing their character anyway so it isn't even that bad. Disappointed a little at best action game but that's solely because I have a friend who loves hi fi rush and I wanted it to win solely to make him happy, which is a shame.
Overall, I'm far more satisfied than last year. I don't feel anything was robbed.
Yet despite that why do I always just keep getting so pissed every time. I can't sleep tonight now due to pointless anger salt and frustration. I feel like how I was back when I was in college and played.... Ugh ... League of legends...
I'm 29 and I don't feel like an adult at all. Just so childish and stupid at not getting what I want in terms of the results.
Does anyone else feel this way with anything (not just tga) or am I just the pathetic loser that I think I am?
Edit; justice for Ben Starr. Won best role at golden joystick a but couldn't win it at the game awards. Game awards are so fucking dumb.
Edit2: in the end, only the best performance role is the one I was slightly disappointed in. And even then, he did win at the golden joysticks and lost to who I believe was only slightly behind him in performing their character anyway so it isn't even that bad. Disappointed a little at best action game but that's solely because I have a friend who loves hi fi rush and I wanted it to win solely to make him happy, which is a shame.
Overall, I'm far more satisfied than last year. I don't feel anything was robbed.
Too many people, too many fools！