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stepping down for a bit.
2 years ago
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i think its safe to say i'm not really gonna go anywhere with drawing.
i've.. literally been trying day by day on everything, trying to learn everything. but its just the opposite for me.
i keep getting worst.. and worst.. and worst at drawing, providing nothing for this community. so i think its safe to say that i'm gonna be stepping down for a bit.
idk how long.. idk if its permanent.. but.. i'm not really good at anything if i will be honest. i'm not enjoying drawing anymore, i don't even think anyone knows me by my art. so its like.. what's the point in keeping going if both no one cares and if i'm not enjoying myself anymore? y'know?
i'm sorry.. it's most likely you won't really see me active as an artist anymore. i mean sure if i ask, i might upload some commission art i've gotten with the artists permission.
i'm sorry for failing all of you... again. it's not surprising, i'm the biggest failure in this community after all.
hope you all are doing well. i love you all.
i've.. literally been trying day by day on everything, trying to learn everything. but its just the opposite for me.
i keep getting worst.. and worst.. and worst at drawing, providing nothing for this community. so i think its safe to say that i'm gonna be stepping down for a bit.
idk how long.. idk if its permanent.. but.. i'm not really good at anything if i will be honest. i'm not enjoying drawing anymore, i don't even think anyone knows me by my art. so its like.. what's the point in keeping going if both no one cares and if i'm not enjoying myself anymore? y'know?
i'm sorry.. it's most likely you won't really see me active as an artist anymore. i mean sure if i ask, i might upload some commission art i've gotten with the artists permission.
i'm sorry for failing all of you... again. it's not surprising, i'm the biggest failure in this community after all.
hope you all are doing well. i love you all.
Not wanting to be an artist, doesn't make you a failure.
There's a reason most of the fandom are commissioners! Doing art takes a lot of time, a lot of dedication, and a lot of energy. And even then it can take ages to see the results we want to see, yknow? It's hard. And not being able to do it, at least for now, doesn't mean you're a failure. You have no obligation to force yourself to do something you hate doing. It'll just lead to burnout if you force it. Maybe one day the desire to do art will return, and you can start up again then. There's no need to apologize for it. You're still valued for who YOU are, regardless of what you do or don't draw :>
I hope this message helps somewhat, and I hope that your mood improves soon <3