Just A Little Hurt
18 years ago
Well if the subject doesn't say it all I don't know what will at this moment. I've known this guy since late December/early January. Anyways we became friends and so forth. Well a couple of weeks ago he told me he would like to date me if I had the guts to ask him. Okay, I'm flattered that he said that and was being honest. The first time I had talked to him I told him all that I'm looking for at this time is friends. I have things to take care of and I need to take care of me first. He said it was fine and that he understood.
Well to get on with it I hadn't talked to him in a week and a half, cause I'm currently looking for a second job that well help me pay the bills since I'm behind. I called him up today after I got off work and asked him if he would call me back and that I needed to ask him a couple of questions. When I got home and looked at my phone he texted me back. This is what he sent back: "You made your bed now lay in it im doen with you fool."
I was like okay and a little worried and mad. I sent him back "Okay I can respect that. Have a good one."
So now I'm a little hurt that I lost a friend. But I am so glad that I still have other friends that do care about me and will be there for me.
Well to get on with it I hadn't talked to him in a week and a half, cause I'm currently looking for a second job that well help me pay the bills since I'm behind. I called him up today after I got off work and asked him if he would call me back and that I needed to ask him a couple of questions. When I got home and looked at my phone he texted me back. This is what he sent back: "You made your bed now lay in it im doen with you fool."
I was like okay and a little worried and mad. I sent him back "Okay I can respect that. Have a good one."
So now I'm a little hurt that I lost a friend. But I am so glad that I still have other friends that do care about me and will be there for me.
It really bothers me to see people hurt, but it also bothers me that people use kindness when they hurt people.
I try to be kind and caring to others at all times, even if I don't get anything in return. To see people be kind for selfish purposes that hurts the person they "helped" greatly upsets me, and to know that people will think I would do they same, though I refuse to, bugs me.
Sorry for talking about myself in your journal. I have a hope that conveying what I believe will help comfort others by letting them know that there are still good people out there. It's sad that are numbers are shrinking...
I hope things will be better for you. I wish you well.