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It's a new year 2024
2 years ago
It's a new year 2024
Can't say it's has been completely happy start nor end of the year personally, but it's more to due multiple irl situations combined with my seasonal blues, anxiety & depression. I have always been feeling utterly miserable from time to time. That's kinda have been my normal, but I've been better compared to my past years. So, that's an improvement.
Regardless, a lot has happen last year. I only talk about things related to the furry fandom.
The facts that:
-I've been probably 15 years or so a lurking furry fan with a decade break in between
-I re-entered to furry fandom 8 months ago as more active member that actually commented on people's posts
-I produced my first writing, photos and art commissions only 3-4 months ago
Also 3 months ago there was an sad incident - which had it's golden linings that connected me to some great to good friends (you know who you are). Besides them, I have gotten to know wonderful people in this fandom that I'm grateful to have met and know - who have made my life better, even though only talking and typing online.
Speaking of people, there's 47 watchers in my account on this date. That's a lot. A mix bag of those friends, cooperators and followers of my works. I refuse to believe there's any hard-core fans out there - I hope not .... since I'm still trying to figure out my styles in writing and other stuff. Lot of experimenting, and inconsistent writing genres. At least few of you are happy with the commissioned arts. That's something.
Even though I do not own anything to people on the internet for getting free stuff on their screens, it's one of those things in my mind that's stressing me out. I know it shouldn't, but it just does. That's why my new year resolution is to keep my mouth shut and not to make promises on anything. Even with my currently unfinished stories. I post whenever I might post something.
Also there might be changes in my financial situation as well. This effects on my ability make commissions. Just saying this for transparency.
But, I'm not ending this with a totally downers;
Despite the downs there have been it's highs being here so I won't be leaving. Occasionally I have felt going on hiatus, but in the end I have gotten something done one way or another on later date. This site has been a good outlet for me which is why I won't be quitting just yet. I might just have my withdrawn silent periods.
Still, thank you for the people and furs that will stick with me. I also believe there's lot of more talented artists & authors than me, who I keep supporting as well.
It's year of a dragon. I feel we need to make it count.
Can't say it's has been completely happy start nor end of the year personally, but it's more to due multiple irl situations combined with my seasonal blues, anxiety & depression. I have always been feeling utterly miserable from time to time. That's kinda have been my normal, but I've been better compared to my past years. So, that's an improvement.
Regardless, a lot has happen last year. I only talk about things related to the furry fandom.
The facts that:
-I've been probably 15 years or so a lurking furry fan with a decade break in between
-I re-entered to furry fandom 8 months ago as more active member that actually commented on people's posts
-I produced my first writing, photos and art commissions only 3-4 months ago
Also 3 months ago there was an sad incident - which had it's golden linings that connected me to some great to good friends (you know who you are). Besides them, I have gotten to know wonderful people in this fandom that I'm grateful to have met and know - who have made my life better, even though only talking and typing online.
Speaking of people, there's 47 watchers in my account on this date. That's a lot. A mix bag of those friends, cooperators and followers of my works. I refuse to believe there's any hard-core fans out there - I hope not .... since I'm still trying to figure out my styles in writing and other stuff. Lot of experimenting, and inconsistent writing genres. At least few of you are happy with the commissioned arts. That's something.
Even though I do not own anything to people on the internet for getting free stuff on their screens, it's one of those things in my mind that's stressing me out. I know it shouldn't, but it just does. That's why my new year resolution is to keep my mouth shut and not to make promises on anything. Even with my currently unfinished stories. I post whenever I might post something.
Also there might be changes in my financial situation as well. This effects on my ability make commissions. Just saying this for transparency.
But, I'm not ending this with a totally downers;
Despite the downs there have been it's highs being here so I won't be leaving. Occasionally I have felt going on hiatus, but in the end I have gotten something done one way or another on later date. This site has been a good outlet for me which is why I won't be quitting just yet. I might just have my withdrawn silent periods.
Still, thank you for the people and furs that will stick with me. I also believe there's lot of more talented artists & authors than me, who I keep supporting as well.
It's year of a dragon. I feel we need to make it count.
