You doing stable ish though?

As of last 10 or so days, yes. Got my AP dosage slightly increased and that significantly reduced my anger issues.

Good on that then

Well, good luck with this stuff overall. I understand how you compare your experiences to that. I always do that too. In my case I was never diagnosed with anything though, but at the same time I feel like something is wrong with me lol. But it feels like it could be anything. But not everything has to be something that's diagnosed perhaps, but just an internal experience that is original to the one who experiences it and can't be contained within some diagnostic criteria and isn't even a sickness but just mind as it is.

I hope you're still doing okay and that it will be so in the future. ^^

Thanks, hope you'll be okay too ^^
I actually sketched something to convey more or less the idea you brought up here, not gonna spoil it tho. But in my experience, diagnosis helps tremendously in getting help and actually convincing the system that you just CAN'T play by it's rules. Like, if I didn't have the diagnosis, I would likely be conscripted by now, which, knowing myself, would end badly. But having STPD makes me unsuitable and therefore the military (probably) won't bother me.