I was considering making my own show featuring my OCs I made in the past and making some money along the way, but my worst fear about it is the budget, time, how much a success it might be, getting voice actors to pay, and getting an animator to animate for me since I suck at drawing. Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss has given me some inspiration to make a show and I want to make it happen, but due to my worst fears, I don’t think it’ll ever become a reality due to my budget and I’m usually poor and only get 100 a month and paying for 2 subscriptions.

I’m like trapped in my own head due to my fears and I don’t know how much it’ll be to make a show, I need some encouragement to make it a reality, but I don’t think I can do it.


I might be the only one who thinks that, but others may not see me as a successful type and more of a failure which I don’t blame them. I can write a story, but sometimes I run out of ideas easily due to being scared of adding in some clichés which normally I don’t care about clichés because nearly everything is a clichés at this point.

I don’t have a job, I’m not successful, I have a terrible Spending habit, I have a collection that I could sell, but I don’t know if it’s worth selling if my show would be a failure. I would beat myself up for it.

Truth be told, I’m a perfectionist who prefers things to go well and be……perfect, y’know.

I don’t think anyone will in believe me due to my doubts and I’m am the cynical type sometimes.

But, I want to try at least. But everyone might ostracize me for it.

I don’t know what you’ll think of it, will it be a success? Will it be a failure? Will it be okay? I don’t know, I’m not a mind reader.

You can tell me what you think of the idea, but I doubt anyone would believe in me.