Well looks like Fur is back up and running, which is good because it gets boring after awhile when there is nothing interesting going on online.

Alot of things have happened when Fur was down, but the more recent is that last night my mother and myself met with my father at a restaurant for his birthday.While I have to say that everything went alright without a hitch and it was gooding feeling those same feelings that I once felt before all of this, I'm still feeling unsure if things are really alright or is it once again another 'performance'.......

Anyway, this brings up another problem that I have been facing for awhile, and its nothing major or anything. Usually around this time of year, I feel the excitement and spirit of Christmas because its the time to really spend time with family, friends and people that you really care about. But ever since my father left home and mother, I don't feel the same; just a empty void feeling in my heart. I know that there is nothing else anyone can do, even I don't feel like getting anything for Christmas, nor am I expecting anything of the sorts. To me, gifts are not that important; for its the resolve one does in order to get or do something special for that person is what really matters.

And the one thing I would like for Christmas, is to have my family back again.

^^u Lately is seems that I have been posting more downers then uppers, sorry about that.

And to everyone out there, have a Merry Christmas and enjoy it with the ones you love and care about