Last year was a total hell for me and my mental health. I already explained several times of what has been going on with me so I don't want to talk about it anymore. But I can say is I have been getting good amount of help from family and my doctor here in North Dakota, compare to so much "help" I got from my hometown. I am glad that I am no longer living in that place, I am somewhere that is clean, peaceful and a lot more opportunities where I can get so much support. Finally got my own apartment that is bigger and nicer; things are starting to go up here! However, I am still working on improving myself, still taking antidepressants but I am planning to start cutting down the dose next month and hopefully be done with it for good.

Since we are now in the second month of 2024, I want to focus more on making my life better without going too hard on myself. I am slowly getting back to drawing and enjoying lewds, and I want to focus on my YouTube channel that has been left untouched for a long time. Man I miss animating, and I want to practice improving on that too. There are so many things I want to get back to but I will have to take it easy and focus on my life more, despite that I am very excited to start going back to what I enjoy so much! I have my tablet packed in one of the boxes, will bring it out some time to draw some stuffs, for now I am drawing stuffs on a sketchbook as a warmup. Animating I will need a desk to be comfortable to use my laptop, I don't have much furniture since I left many of them behind because they were covered in cockroach filth lol (My old apartment was old and crap lol). Hopefully eventually I can get Internet installed here so I can use my laptop to game, chat and do silly things for fun and stuffs. I will try my best to keep updating here if anything happens. Hope you all are doing well and enjoying this new year~!