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a year ago
Oh well, the first month of the year is over and actually, not much happened except two things:
Firstly, I have discovered something I really like to do: Sim Racing! I got myself a wheel for my PC (Logitech G923 Trueforce) a while ago and while in the beginning not being so deep into it, I recently found a really nice community for Assetto Corsa Competizione. Even though I feel like I’m one of the slower people there, I still have a nice time there! ESPECIALLY since there’s barely any toxicity despite the game being competitive. Never thought in my life that I’ll see such a thing.
Second thing that happened is… I’m going to quit my current job. As in, leaving it behind entirely.
For those who don’t know, I work here in Germany as (the equivalent of) a CNA in a nursing home. In the past few weeks… months even, it dragged me mentally down a spiral. With my schedule I barely feel like I have any free time, getting bombarded with almost only complaints from all sides (occupants, relatives, doctors, other external people), not really having my work appreciated… it’s just extremely draining.
And right now it feels like I’m at a dead end. I don’t know what to do or where to go. Returning would mean for me to continue in my current occupation and I honestly don’t want to do that anymore.
Luckily I have some slight shimmer of hope that I can find something very soon, but I’d like to talk about that when I know how certain it’ll be.
Other than that… I don’t really know what to put down as of the time of writing this so… I guess see you next month in the next update?
Firstly, I have discovered something I really like to do: Sim Racing! I got myself a wheel for my PC (Logitech G923 Trueforce) a while ago and while in the beginning not being so deep into it, I recently found a really nice community for Assetto Corsa Competizione. Even though I feel like I’m one of the slower people there, I still have a nice time there! ESPECIALLY since there’s barely any toxicity despite the game being competitive. Never thought in my life that I’ll see such a thing.
Second thing that happened is… I’m going to quit my current job. As in, leaving it behind entirely.
For those who don’t know, I work here in Germany as (the equivalent of) a CNA in a nursing home. In the past few weeks… months even, it dragged me mentally down a spiral. With my schedule I barely feel like I have any free time, getting bombarded with almost only complaints from all sides (occupants, relatives, doctors, other external people), not really having my work appreciated… it’s just extremely draining.
And right now it feels like I’m at a dead end. I don’t know what to do or where to go. Returning would mean for me to continue in my current occupation and I honestly don’t want to do that anymore.
Luckily I have some slight shimmer of hope that I can find something very soon, but I’d like to talk about that when I know how certain it’ll be.
Other than that… I don’t really know what to put down as of the time of writing this so… I guess see you next month in the next update?
