i really wish more people in the US would understand what you guys are dealing with! the conservatives in the US praise the Russian government and even have conservative officials going to meet Putin to create propaganda! I hope you get get SOMETHING situated so that you don't have to deal with the things you do! >o< im not sure what i can exactly say tho! i can edit my comment to remove stuff if you need me too! <3

What really pisses me off is that several people, even some people on this site, would rather be apathetic to your problems or say that you deserve it because you live in Russia.

You DON'T deserve this horrible stuff NOR this awful treatment.

If anyone says anything like that to you or treats you terribly because of you're living in Russia (despite wanting to LEAVE), I'd highly recommend you not only block anyone who pulls that crap with you, but also take screenshots of ANY abusive comments you receive on this site and report it to site staff. I'm not sure if it's the best option, but it's the only option I can think of right now.

Any way you can raise funds or any means to get your situation improved?

I'm sorry that you're stuck in such an awful situation. You don't deserve this. Wish I had something better to offer you than merely sympathy.

There are real friends out there. You'll find them.