I like to appologize regarding to how little I've been uploading stuff and I hate myself for it. But the reasoning behind it had mostly been health issues.

See for a long time I never really had a proper area to draw, usually forcing me to shrimp and stand in very awekard poses for long periods of time. Usually this either causes me to get distracted or due to the huge array of stupid health stuff would cause my nerves to go into shock resulting me feeling very ill for a few days. Usually costing me a day off my job to recover. I have a history of back, neck and nerve issues and drawling always seems to make all those issues much worse.

This results to me not enjoying drawling, in fact usually dreading it despite liking the end result. Another is mental health and the sorts being a potentical issue. Sometimes I get so mentally exhausted due to my job being either beyond stupid or boring. I just don't wanna be productive(usually these are the days I usually feel a bit better cause go figure...)

So this month I've been taking action to get a table set up to finally draw with. Waiting on a tablet stand to deliver at this moment. Hopefully by keeping my posture in good position I can atleast reduce the pain of drawling and start actually enjoying it again.

Other stuff is that once I'm finished with the drawlings that I've started on. I plan on abadoning my crappy old computer for good and getting Sai as my drawling program of choice for my new much better computer. This would help alot with performances and wait times when saving progress.(Sometimes can take 30 seconds to save and it adds up.)

I know this isn't what you want to hear, but it's the truth. As it is currently, drawling makes me feel misurable due to my health issues and I can only hope I can figure out something to reduce the issues. Again I'm sorry and I hopefully I can try to stop being so lazy when I lose excuses to not do anything productive...