I feel trapped in my new job, already. It feels like the more rapidly I get new jobs, the faster I feel stuck in them and want to leave. I no longer think I'm cut out for social work. I really think I have some antisocial tendencies. I can't do it anymore. I'm also needing to take a step back from some things to avoid being triggered, as when I feel stuck, I start to have bad thoughts.

The good news is I talked to my fiance and my mom. They recommended I stick it out for a bit longer since I am still brand new. But to be looking out for another line of work. Sucks that I won't be using my psych degree as intended but...

Additionally, there is a possibility an opportunity for me to accept a bridge being built towards me. That is to say, a friend wishes to reconnect to me after some unsavory things from both sides. This would greatly improve my world if we do reconnect.

And I might even say fuck it and apply to my fiances job. I would work from home full-time. I'm just going to try to hang in there, just like my mom always reminds me I am no quitter.