Hey you delightful peeps, this is my 4th hospital visit this week. I had AFib on Sunday, suspected mini stroke that evening. Been shaking ever since. Today they finally did a CT scan which was horrible because the IV didn't work and was causing me pain when they flushed it. I ended up sobbing cause my arms are just bruised and sore from all the needles. Ever since my heart failure things just been hard, and scary. Im only 35, like.... wtf.

So I'm going to shamelessly ask for anyone who would like to use Decembra in some art I'd love that. Just check with me for kinks I allow, but would love to see who'd like to have fun with her.

At least keep my mind off my heart troubles.