Trying not to kill self...
16 years ago
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The past two days I've bein a slave... My mom got kicked off her horse and snapped her shoulder blade in two...NO JOKE... So I RUSHED home to find it DISTORYED...messy... And my mom in pain I ran to her side. You see this is what piss's me off I have 8 people liveing in my mom's house. 8!!!!!! and no one will help her NO ONE!!!!! So I'm slaveing tohelp her getting her up (she crys and screams) helping her pee (she crys and screams) laying her down (she crys and screams) I have to watch her 7 dogs. BIG DOGS. (they brack and cry)...I hate dogs (sorry people) I have to cook for 8 people and I cant cook. Clean up after them wach dish's today I washed 6 loads...it is 1:32AM and my mom passed out she was so tired...I got up at 6AM cuz she was crying for help.... No help... cry people... dogs... I took her to the doctors and I have to do this for 4 months... I'm going to kill my self... I can't keep doing this... God plz... I need help... Today there was a BIG BIG BIGGGGG Strom... the back room flooded I had to try to clean out the water but it just keep comeing... PLUSE what scared me the most was when I was putting a heating pad in the micowave It started to spark LIKE HELL and make a LOUD popping sound! I thought the house would burn down...I moved so fast and get to fucking thin unpluged I was so scared I had to sit down and cry...and I got sick to add to this...
The past two days I've bein a slave... My mom got kicked off her horse and snapped her shoulder blade in two...NO JOKE... So I RUSHED home to find it DISTORYED...messy... And my mom in pain I ran to her side. You see this is what piss's me off I have 8 people liveing in my mom's house. 8!!!!!! and no one will help her NO ONE!!!!! So I'm slaveing tohelp her getting her up (she crys and screams) helping her pee (she crys and screams) laying her down (she crys and screams) I have to watch her 7 dogs. BIG DOGS. (they brack and cry)...I hate dogs (sorry people) I have to cook for 8 people and I cant cook. Clean up after them wach dish's today I washed 6 loads...it is 1:32AM and my mom passed out she was so tired...I got up at 6AM cuz she was crying for help.... No help... cry people... dogs... I took her to the doctors and I have to do this for 4 months... I'm going to kill my self... I can't keep doing this... God plz... I need help... Today there was a BIG BIG BIGGGGG Strom... the back room flooded I had to try to clean out the water but it just keep comeing... PLUSE what scared me the most was when I was putting a heating pad in the micowave It started to spark LIKE HELL and make a LOUD popping sound! I thought the house would burn down...I moved so fast and get to fucking thin unpluged I was so scared I had to sit down and cry...and I got sick to add to this...
Xyaa
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I wish you the best of luck to mitigate this bad stuff.
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