A disconnect
a year ago
Hello, friends; if you're not sure if that includes you, but you're reading this, then yes that includes you. I haven't messaged you, the reader, any time recently, and I can say that for certain because I haven't messaged *anybody* recently. It's not just you. I am sorry.
It's strange, because I feel like I have a lot to say but at the same time, it feels like there aren't any words. Nothing significant has changed or anything (at least, recently...), but I'm feeling very, very disconnected from...well, all of the things you and I may have in common, if you're reading this. I don't feel like a maney. Don't feel like I have any strong or even moderate connections towards my own characters, to anybody else's characters, or to anybody else in general.
It's hard to put into words. But it's lonely.
It's strange, because I feel like I have a lot to say but at the same time, it feels like there aren't any words. Nothing significant has changed or anything (at least, recently...), but I'm feeling very, very disconnected from...well, all of the things you and I may have in common, if you're reading this. I don't feel like a maney. Don't feel like I have any strong or even moderate connections towards my own characters, to anybody else's characters, or to anybody else in general.
It's hard to put into words. But it's lonely.
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Personally? I have almost nothing in common with my charecters. I created them cause... well... its fun, and I'm horny, lol
Would you like to chat sometime? We don't have to talk about anything related to this, and I'm certainly not asking you to pour your heart out to an internet stranger if you're not comfortable with doing so. I can be about anything. All I mean to say is, if you're feeling a bit lonely and would like to see if chatting makes you feel little less so, send me a note.
If you ever want to chat, I'm on Discord under this same name. Regardless, I know I'm behind on this journal by a few days, so I hope you're feeling better now. ♥