My dog died. It was the most horrific thing that has ever happened to me I am not going to describe it. It was ... I've never seen anything like it. I loved her more than any dog. She was the only reason I got out of bed for over a year. She was only 3 years old. I wish I could draw animals worth a shit or I'd draw a picture of her, but alas I cannot. I don't know why I'd want to draw on the pain anyway, so it's just best that I don't try.