I'm in very bad mood right now... I just hate myself, my life is full of shit, I shouldn't have been born, they wanted to abort me, why I fucking was born?! For why? They often tell me that no one needs me, I am a useless thing. I want to kill my father, my rapist, want to kill everyone who bullied me...
Every time I start thinking about myself, my life and everything I've done, I want to go back and do everything differently..