Hi furries :(
After the war started, my state have been getting worse and worse.
Every day I am fighting my anxiety and depression symptoms.
Every day is a fight, I’ve been wasting so much energy on just living. I wish I could express it through the words
Moreover, sometimes I have a fear of being k*lled or of a new war.. I feel like I’m never safe.. Even at my own place.
I can’t share everything here, because you would feel devastated, trust me.
My life is so hard. It's just my logic that says I should seek help. I know it’s gonna make my life better, it’s a good investment, that’s how I think. I feel a serious pain, every day. Every night.
I tried many times to write a post here, but every time I couldn’t find proper words or felt ashamed.

I can’t hide my pain anymore. I can’t ignore it anymore.
Because “this” is not only causing problems to me, but is now affecting my closest people. ”this” keeps distancing me from people I love the most. I DON‘T want to loose them because of ignoring the problem.

Not only my beloved ones, but also drawing is what I’m distancing from. It takes so much energy to draw, despite the fact that drawing means everything to me.

However.. I just contacted a charity organization made for helping Ukrainians. They provide you free sessions with a psychotherapist. Something tells me not to do it, but I’m no longer listening to the voice of a disease.

Thank you for your support, you mean a lot to me!