I'm ashamed to write a cry for help again, but every month something unexpected happens and I can't cope with it

Everyone is alive and well and I am happy about it . But financial problems still don't make life easier :с

I've been saving money for a vacation for two years. I don't have much available funds, so it took so long. And it so happened that there was a mistake in my name when buying a plane ticket. The ticket was non-refundable. $300 just burned out. Moreover, in order for the trip to take place, I had to buy a second ticket for the same amount. This is a lot of money for me. I've been on edge for a week or more, I've been crying so much because of my stupidity. I need money to live this month, but I don't have any orders at all..

I really don't know what else to do. I am available for any orders. I will be glad if you recommend me to friends... I know I won't make up for all the losses, but I need to miraculously earn at least $200

I understand that my problem doesn't seem that big. But you can imagine how insulting it is when what you were going for two years almost collapsed due to inattention . And now you don't know how to make ends meet this month. I tried to fix everything on my own, but I can't. Therefore, I will really be glad to receive any order тт