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Plans of work, discord account status, and others
a year ago
Been a while since I made a journal but I figure I write one now that things has calmed down and what my current plans of work is as I feel i need to air this out of what i'm planning and that some work that i began will either be put into hiatus or renewed and looked over on how to be better at it.
Figured I start with this and the sheer baffling lack of action from fucking discord support is just completely insane.
But i'm going to say this straight; I have YET to either get my old account back, nor has it been taken down by discord either despite MULTIPLE PEOPLE and including myself has mass reported the old account that has the busty Jolteon eevee sister Laura as their profile icon. That fucking bastard is STILL going around and try lure people, even to some of my friends whom ALREADY KNOWS ITS HACKED ACCOUNT!! But that bastard is still trying to come to them, pretending its me.
And yet its been over a whole fucking month and Discord has done absolutely NOTHING about it!
They haven't gotten back to me about what its going to happen with my old account nor have they done any action about deleting the old account or suspended it, they're literally allowing a former social account now turned into a scammer account trying to scam people of both their accounts and their money, literally allowing a criminal reign free to do whatever they pleases!
I have created a new account and a new server as my old server "The Big Melon Republic" no longer belongs to me as long as that old account still exist and has access to it, so I made a new one and we're a bit picky who joins as i'm still building it up and, well... after the whole thing happened I'm a bit hesitant to trust any new people who comes, so right now me and few buddies are being careful who joins.
It is as what it is, can't really help it but with how incompetent discord is being right now and not to mention the warnings I got from my brothers IF I got my old account back, the fucking scammer could have put something in the old account like a virus or something that either steals the account back or infect my pc and steals important personal information.
So yeah... I'm praying that Discord gets off their goddamn asses and deletes that account, making sure whoever the fuck stole it won't be able to hurt anyone with it anymore.
Right now, my plans for the future is to continue work with commissions and save up to buy new parts for my pc as not only is it near a decade old but I definitely noticed its getting slower and even crashed yesterday, that I need to focus on commissions more and make sure I actually have a computer to work on so that I can continue to draw and write stories.
Speaking of stories, there are some stories that i'm planning to go back and work on them, both here and on Questionable questing or QQ for short. But sadly they likely gonna take a while to make as my focus is on making artwork and saving up to upgrade my pc from a potato to radish.
These are what I'm gonna work on:
[Resident Grim Forest]
Honestly i don't like the direction of where it was going so its going to be remade in the future, different setting and place than immediately jumping into action. Not to mention have a better plan of directions and what to put in.
[Dead Space Audrey Sharp]
It's still going to be worked on, had far too much things to worry about that I didn't have the time to put my time into working the next chapter.
[Pokemon Souls]
Honestly if it wasn't for how strained the back of my head was half of the year, fucking with me by giving severe tension headaches I would have made a chapter or three during that time. But i'm DEFINITELY gonna work on that, put too much into effort to just abandoned it, but the progress of making the chapter is going to take a while as I'm planning to give this story over at QQ at least over 10k word or more as I feel it at least deserves that.
There are more stories that i'm planning to write, but most of them is going to be posted at QQ as its easier to post both chapters and reference images of what i'm trying to explain certain part of the story.
As for Comics, I'm still gonna work on the Moron squad but I'm going have to redo how I started it and do it properly, along with writing up lore and races that exist within the world of Odysst that most of my OC lives in and how Marie and Zeta basically became mascot partners together as you would often seen in my work.
There was a Lefyia comic I was planning to make but sadly after everything that happened with discord account, along with me losing my drive to work on RPG maker MV, it's going to be cancelled I'm afraid.
Oh yeah, got some bad news as there are some projects I'm sadly either cancelling or putting on hiatus.
I'm gonna be honest, my drive and passion to work on rpg maker games has pretty much died out and trying to jump into the program to continue to work on some of the game project just feel like I'm forcing myself doing something i have no longer passion for. Before, I loved to create rpg games with both the rpg maker VX Ace and MV, but lately I started to notice the amount of limits the program has and the sheer need of installing so many plugins to create the game you really want make and then have to deal with any crashes or certain plugins clashing with one another. And then there is the size limitation with sprite art and having to be so PRECISE of where the character supposed otherwise its going to be out of line as a limb or head from another position will appear at the corner of the character.
Not only that, but i honestly got so tired of the constant turn based battle the rpg maker forces you to have, if wanting to create like hack and slash or something else you gonna need to instal MORE PLUGINS to even have that and even then, you will need to check so many times to make sure it comes out alright or not clashing with another plugin.
So yeah, my passion to work on RPG maker games has died out so that means Lost soul, Wintervale and others will be put into a long hiatus, putting it in storage in case my passion for rpg maker comes back or not.
However that doesn't mean i'm giving up working on games.
Lately, I've been looking into both Pixel game maker and Unreal engine as both programs gives me what I honestly want to make for games; Platformers, diablo like clones, etc. Granted it is early when I started to look into how both engines works so it be a long while until i figure out how to make my own games with either of the two. With Pixel game maker it be either a side scroller platformer or with unreal engine a hack and slash medievil like game with slight rpg elements put into it or a 3d/2d platformer game.
Honestly the limit is the sky as both has what I need to make the games I want to make that isn't another rpg maker game with default turn base combat and mechanics, not to mention a much better chance to make the characters has more fluid and smooth movements as well instead of the basic and monotone movement.
And another thing I sadly has to say is that i'm cancelling working on the art game with Theresa being the focus of, due to focusing on commissions, stories and comic its going to be hard to take the time to even make with the limited free time I have on weekdays from work and weekends are usually spent either taking it easy or working on comms and personal artwork.
However should situation change I might go back to it and start for real.
[Streams and animations]
I haven't made much streams as of late due to both health issues and what had happened with my old account, but hopefully I can go back doing art or gaming streams, though the last one is likely gonna wait for a while till i upgraded my pc to be better and handle the newer stuff as like I said before it's like a decade old. The only thing I have installed is a new harddrive, a fan and a graphic card, that's it. Everything else is straight from the shop i bought.
As for animations and videos, they too have taken a hit with the streams but with both my health improving and getting better, i'm looking to make more in the future.
Though I am looking up for a better video making programs as Shotcut isn't cutting it for me, not only do i have a hard time trying to see what I can edit my videos with but the more I put stuff into it the higher the risk of crashing keeps increasing.
So i'll be looking into new video editing programs that isn't a free product that can barely handle making videos.
And that's about what I have planned so far and sadly cancelling.
Honestly I NEVER expected this crap to happen to me and yet it did, but it did open my eyes and simply sit back and reflect what i've been doing and how i can do better or start over. It sucks that I lost my passion for RPG maker games but hopefully I can actually revive the old projects through Pixel game maker or unreal engine.
But right now my focus is to continue with the commissions and my own health, trying to tackle all of that at the same time will only stress me up and screw up my mental health further.
To create art takes time, rushing it will only lead to shitty results and I rather want good results that I can be proud of making.
This is Ultrazeta120 signing off and thank you for taking your time reading this and being patient with me.
I hope you all have a great day and that it continues to get better!
Status of my old Discord account.Figured I start with this and the sheer baffling lack of action from fucking discord support is just completely insane.
But i'm going to say this straight; I have YET to either get my old account back, nor has it been taken down by discord either despite MULTIPLE PEOPLE and including myself has mass reported the old account that has the busty Jolteon eevee sister Laura as their profile icon. That fucking bastard is STILL going around and try lure people, even to some of my friends whom ALREADY KNOWS ITS HACKED ACCOUNT!! But that bastard is still trying to come to them, pretending its me.
And yet its been over a whole fucking month and Discord has done absolutely NOTHING about it!
They haven't gotten back to me about what its going to happen with my old account nor have they done any action about deleting the old account or suspended it, they're literally allowing a former social account now turned into a scammer account trying to scam people of both their accounts and their money, literally allowing a criminal reign free to do whatever they pleases!
I have created a new account and a new server as my old server "The Big Melon Republic" no longer belongs to me as long as that old account still exist and has access to it, so I made a new one and we're a bit picky who joins as i'm still building it up and, well... after the whole thing happened I'm a bit hesitant to trust any new people who comes, so right now me and few buddies are being careful who joins.
It is as what it is, can't really help it but with how incompetent discord is being right now and not to mention the warnings I got from my brothers IF I got my old account back, the fucking scammer could have put something in the old account like a virus or something that either steals the account back or infect my pc and steals important personal information.
So yeah... I'm praying that Discord gets off their goddamn asses and deletes that account, making sure whoever the fuck stole it won't be able to hurt anyone with it anymore.
Plans for the future.Right now, my plans for the future is to continue work with commissions and save up to buy new parts for my pc as not only is it near a decade old but I definitely noticed its getting slower and even crashed yesterday, that I need to focus on commissions more and make sure I actually have a computer to work on so that I can continue to draw and write stories.
Speaking of stories, there are some stories that i'm planning to go back and work on them, both here and on Questionable questing or QQ for short. But sadly they likely gonna take a while to make as my focus is on making artwork and saving up to upgrade my pc from a potato to radish.
These are what I'm gonna work on:
[Resident Grim Forest]
Honestly i don't like the direction of where it was going so its going to be remade in the future, different setting and place than immediately jumping into action. Not to mention have a better plan of directions and what to put in.
[Dead Space Audrey Sharp]
It's still going to be worked on, had far too much things to worry about that I didn't have the time to put my time into working the next chapter.
[Pokemon Souls]
Honestly if it wasn't for how strained the back of my head was half of the year, fucking with me by giving severe tension headaches I would have made a chapter or three during that time. But i'm DEFINITELY gonna work on that, put too much into effort to just abandoned it, but the progress of making the chapter is going to take a while as I'm planning to give this story over at QQ at least over 10k word or more as I feel it at least deserves that.
There are more stories that i'm planning to write, but most of them is going to be posted at QQ as its easier to post both chapters and reference images of what i'm trying to explain certain part of the story.
As for Comics, I'm still gonna work on the Moron squad but I'm going have to redo how I started it and do it properly, along with writing up lore and races that exist within the world of Odysst that most of my OC lives in and how Marie and Zeta basically became mascot partners together as you would often seen in my work.
There was a Lefyia comic I was planning to make but sadly after everything that happened with discord account, along with me losing my drive to work on RPG maker MV, it's going to be cancelled I'm afraid.
Oh yeah, got some bad news as there are some projects I'm sadly either cancelling or putting on hiatus.
I'm gonna be honest, my drive and passion to work on rpg maker games has pretty much died out and trying to jump into the program to continue to work on some of the game project just feel like I'm forcing myself doing something i have no longer passion for. Before, I loved to create rpg games with both the rpg maker VX Ace and MV, but lately I started to notice the amount of limits the program has and the sheer need of installing so many plugins to create the game you really want make and then have to deal with any crashes or certain plugins clashing with one another. And then there is the size limitation with sprite art and having to be so PRECISE of where the character supposed otherwise its going to be out of line as a limb or head from another position will appear at the corner of the character.
Not only that, but i honestly got so tired of the constant turn based battle the rpg maker forces you to have, if wanting to create like hack and slash or something else you gonna need to instal MORE PLUGINS to even have that and even then, you will need to check so many times to make sure it comes out alright or not clashing with another plugin.
So yeah, my passion to work on RPG maker games has died out so that means Lost soul, Wintervale and others will be put into a long hiatus, putting it in storage in case my passion for rpg maker comes back or not.
However that doesn't mean i'm giving up working on games.
Lately, I've been looking into both Pixel game maker and Unreal engine as both programs gives me what I honestly want to make for games; Platformers, diablo like clones, etc. Granted it is early when I started to look into how both engines works so it be a long while until i figure out how to make my own games with either of the two. With Pixel game maker it be either a side scroller platformer or with unreal engine a hack and slash medievil like game with slight rpg elements put into it or a 3d/2d platformer game.
Honestly the limit is the sky as both has what I need to make the games I want to make that isn't another rpg maker game with default turn base combat and mechanics, not to mention a much better chance to make the characters has more fluid and smooth movements as well instead of the basic and monotone movement.
And another thing I sadly has to say is that i'm cancelling working on the art game with Theresa being the focus of, due to focusing on commissions, stories and comic its going to be hard to take the time to even make with the limited free time I have on weekdays from work and weekends are usually spent either taking it easy or working on comms and personal artwork.
However should situation change I might go back to it and start for real.
[Streams and animations]
I haven't made much streams as of late due to both health issues and what had happened with my old account, but hopefully I can go back doing art or gaming streams, though the last one is likely gonna wait for a while till i upgraded my pc to be better and handle the newer stuff as like I said before it's like a decade old. The only thing I have installed is a new harddrive, a fan and a graphic card, that's it. Everything else is straight from the shop i bought.
As for animations and videos, they too have taken a hit with the streams but with both my health improving and getting better, i'm looking to make more in the future.
Though I am looking up for a better video making programs as Shotcut isn't cutting it for me, not only do i have a hard time trying to see what I can edit my videos with but the more I put stuff into it the higher the risk of crashing keeps increasing.
So i'll be looking into new video editing programs that isn't a free product that can barely handle making videos.
And that's about what I have planned so far and sadly cancelling.
Honestly I NEVER expected this crap to happen to me and yet it did, but it did open my eyes and simply sit back and reflect what i've been doing and how i can do better or start over. It sucks that I lost my passion for RPG maker games but hopefully I can actually revive the old projects through Pixel game maker or unreal engine.
But right now my focus is to continue with the commissions and my own health, trying to tackle all of that at the same time will only stress me up and screw up my mental health further.
To create art takes time, rushing it will only lead to shitty results and I rather want good results that I can be proud of making.
This is Ultrazeta120 signing off and thank you for taking your time reading this and being patient with me.
I hope you all have a great day and that it continues to get better!
TeknoStyle555
~teknostyle555
Hoping the best for you, and hope your plans for the future work out.
Ultrazeta120
~ultrazeta120
OP
Thank you!
MegaSpinosaur
~megaspinosaur
That hacker tried to get me recently, but I saw right through the trick and issued a report right away.
Heavyislife
~heavyislife
I hope your plans turn out ok ps will the eevee sister be apart of the grim forest remake I am a big fan of them especially noir.
I forgot the sisters.
TrueDevilFox
~truedevilfox
I hope everything goes well for you!
