i have been wanting to make digital furry arts for quite a long time but never did for a singular reason, my art, just looks awful, awful, like if it was a 5 year old who drew it, wish i knew how to improve when i got a gaming mouse to work with... not ideal, i have been searching for someone to guide me in this as i am sick of asking from requests, trades and soon commission to get some cool art ideas out of my head, im so sick of this that i cant do crap on my own, i feel super bad for who that made requests for me but i still dont know what to offer back from my bare hands that are arts, the only thing that worked was with my friend, dark, which he made a few arts of my oc from trades that i made him some fully functional trains, im glad i could offer something back but i just feel bad since i cant offer actual art in return, i just am done, i just want to work on my crap but cant out of the many things... and it has been destroying, rotting my insides like hell, this shows how much i am sick of asking for help and just wanting to kick my own ass up try to do it but the weight of motivation made me pinned down like if i was trying to kick... A CRUISE SHIP, that motivation has been drained for months or even a year or 2 from now, it just damn... wish i knew how to do arts myself and have this profile would be full of different art, mostly epic badass looking ones, yet all i mostly post here are game screenshot and boring train creations on garry's mod...