So I just needed to rant here... I'm still having emotional trauma from my first relationship, and it is really weighing on me. All I see around me is people being happy, and having good interactions with others, platonically and otherwise. Meanwhile, I have one or two people I can trust, and I can't even see them. Don't get me wrong, this person (they know who they are) is absolutely incredible, and a joy to talk to, but I can't talk to them all the time, or even see face-to-face. What I'm trying to say is, being alone, having no irl friends, and past pain all weighing on me is really putting me in a bad spot. I feel like if I died today, no one would care, or even notice, with literally one exception. Sorry for taking your time with the shit that is life, and, if you want, I will never speak again. Again, sorry, and I hope you guys are having a a better time then I.